Sunday, November 28, 2004
♥10:12 PM
couldn't get into sleep last nite.. tok to liang min last nite, she told me tat Hanlong was rather good looking and look like a nice guy.. but she was quite surprise when she heard tat he's actually attached.. she was giving me advises.. and i dun know y i actually couldnt sleep.. was pondering over wat she and my dear had told me.. was thinking over alot of things.. really alot.. so confused tat i went northpoint and shop around myself.. needed to let go of my own feelings.. felt really helpless..
jess was telling me tat she's happy to know tat i've went into a relationship but she really cannot expect the guy to be someone like tat.. maybe its really time i hv to get things settled.. need to prepare myself for the worst.. i really dun wan my very 1st relationship to end up in a miserable way..