Emo little miie

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

♥11:00 PM

Not in a very good mood recently.. something happened and it affected me alot! i seem fine on the surface.. but in fact, i'm feeling very very miserable! i'm juz acting strong infront of everyone! but i gotta be strong.. i kept on wanting to find someone to tok to, but i can't and laogong went overseas.. even if he's here, i can't tell him about it oso.. i juz hope tat as time goes by, everything will be fine..

Me and sis set up the blog to sell the stuff we made.. but we need more ideas and more publishing! someone help me! watever it is, everything will be difficult when it first begin.. we need TIME!

2 more weeks and laogong will be back.. i really miss him alot~~ i think tis is the longest time we never see each other for so long.. although he call me everyday, but i'm rather worried about the bill.. when it comes, i think the both of us is goin to faint! so i ask him not to call me tat often.. i wonder would he take lots of pics for me to see.. NZ always a very nice place in my mind.. but wat i wanted is, CHOCOLATES! i wan him to buy me choco instead of clothings! cuz he dun know the size i wear! maybe double or triple XL? lol..

My flu is getting better.. at least i can smell and taste the food better.. but still, alot of mucus leh.. sian.. my box of tissuse is running out! cny coming.. sian.. clothes haben buy yet..100% sian! No pics recently cuz i've been staying hm and there's pratically nothing for me to shoot! look for a job after cny?

Heard news about Xu wei lun's death.. rather sad n shock upon hearing.. she's a pretty young lady.. n as wat others describe, an angel.. may her RIP..

Valentine day is coming once again.. but it oso means tat we can't spent it together cuz he told me he's not able to take off.. sian lor.. together wan 2 years liao.. both v day cannot be together cuz he needs to do stuff in army =( but at least i know tat he will be wit me on our anniversary day..

The End ♥

Monday, January 15, 2007

♥11:26 PM

It's boring tis past few weeks especially New year countdown.. watch tv at home.. ALONE! Laogong was doin his duty tat day.. Met christina up last week and we had coffee and bubble tea! wahaha~ so happy.. we would always hv 2 drinks when we mit up..

Celebrated mum's b'day oso.. went to hv dinner at The Arena Country Club.. but in actual fact, it's dinner at tung lok (seafood). food there not too bad but abit salty.. After dinner, dad send laogong back to camp.. cuz its nearby~

The next day, me, mum n sis went to sunplaza and we bought 6 cakes from coffee beans! cuz we didn't buy mum any b'day cake den we told mum tat we will be replacing her b'day cake wit all the cheese cake we bought~ sang her a b'day song and the dog would 'bark' along too~ cutie~

Sat, me and laogong went shopping! i think we spent $200 over~ cuz he need to buy the stuff for his NZ trip.. he also bought me 2 top and treated me to dinner at carl's jr.. i was shock when i saw his burger! huge! luckily i only order single for mine.. if not i think i would be vomiting~ but... the food is nice.. big serving.. slightly more ex den Mcd or BK.. After a long day of shopping, we went back hm but we didn't slept well cuz he was awaken by my coughing sound..

I've been coughing for 1+wk and ytd, (sunday) we went back to his place since his uncle is holding a buffet wedding celebration at their place.. i didn't greet his stepmum oso, dun bother to and so does laogong.. he told one of his auntie tat he doesn't stay there anymore and they will start spreading the news around.. tat laogong's aim, make her sia suay!

Laogong's leaving for NZ tis sat! omg i can't imagine my life w/o him for 3 long weeks~ save me~~

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