Monday, October 27, 2008
♥11:25 PM
I'm so in love wit tis necklace.. it's from Soo Kee..
I love Diamonds! yes i love it.. i love diamond rings.. preferably the cut muz be Hearts.. or Stars.. omg~
Anyway, i've been aiming at tis necklets since tis year.. but i dun think it's selling anymore since it's been awhile.. but i simply love the design,it looks like a cello.. DAMN NICE CAN!!!
I really wish for diamonds as presents..I think i'm smelling the scents of roses in my room.. as in real roses.. i dun know y.. the smell juz comes to my nose.. i'm in my air-con room now.. n, there isn't a single fresh flower in my room.. i think i juz miss the feeling of receiving flowers and diamond..
I made a call, a surprise call..
An sms can make me over the moon.. =)
Do i hv my wisdom too late? i only hv it tis yr.. i wanna hv it extracted! it's giving me problems.. n the right wisdom tooth is popping out soon.. =(
My mood is like a roller coaster.. n i dun wan it at all.. too much of it will give me sadness..
Thursday, October 23, 2008
♥10:39 PM
Received a call today afternoon around 3+pm when the ringtone rings, i know who it is cuz it's all assigned tones.. and the conversation goes
Me : yes~?
Him : where r u?
Me : hm..
Him : still holiday ah?
Me : nope.. start sch liao..
Him : oh.. no lesson liao?
Me : yup.. all morning lesson..
Him : 9-12pm ar?
Me : yup..
Him : my bro broke his leg..
Me : (silence).... HUH!!!! which bro???
Him : da di..
Me : oh my god.. wat happened???
I was really shocked to hear tat.. he told me his bro went to Australia for training and he broke his left leg's shrine and tat neither him or his mum was being inform immediately.. whereas they drag the matter and only inform them much later..
So i ask him he went how long already and he told me he got into an accident juz 3 days after training.. he got the Sirs to call him back and demanded for an explanation from them..
He sounded quite tired and sad when he mention to me all the things.. although we are no longer together, i'm still rather concern for his bro..
I think if possible he and his mum would juz fly over.. hope and pray that his bro will recover faster after the surgery.. =)
He oso mention to me about step-bitch asking him to help out in the company but i think he is in a dilemma.. cuz of the sudden kindness recently.. but, i encouraged him to juz go ahead cuz i ask him to put his studies into good use.. after all, it's their own family business.. i dun think he would wanna see anything bad happened to the company oso..
But anyway, i'm rather surprise and glad that he called me up to tell me all tat.. in actual fact, he need not share with me such things.. cuz i'm not anyone important to him anymore, or maybe he just need a listening ear?
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
♥11:09 PM
KE0207 CLASS GATHERING 18102008
hurry up~ my food is cooked!
dun bother me.. juz let me eat..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
♥11:13 PM
Yeah yeah~ little princess looks so cute in tis seat rite? she was trying out the seat and she was smiling so happily.. so glad i manage to took such a precious shot of her..
Anyway, i fell from the stairs.. wahaha~ i sprain my leg.. but now okay liao.. luckily tis time round it recover real fast~
I've actually gt alot more to blog.. but i'm waiting for pics from Sam about out gathering.. but she went back to Philippines..
Another one will be my class gathering.. i shall blog bout it tml or wat ba.. tml start sch liao.. but in holiday mood! my goodness.. timetable sucks! And i'm gonna wake up early tml! i think i'm gonna look dead tml! sian!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
♥1:29 PM
The following entry is a long entry..
Ytd, 13 oct, Monday he called me in the afternoon.. i was rather surprise tat he actually called me.. but, i didn't ans his call cuz i was away and so i called back after quite sometime..
And the conversation goes:
Me: ya?
Him: ya.. ya..
Me: u called me? yes?
Him: miss u so call u lor..
(background, Ahem..(james))
Me: ya! i can hear someone ahem lor..
Him: james lor..
Me: ya.. i know.. y?
Him: u wan Gucci pillow?
Me: huh??? Gucci pillow????? (having a very big question mark on my head cuz i never know they hv such stuff..)
Him: ya.. gucci pillow.. u wan? i get it for you..
Me: huh? gt such thing meh?....
Him: ya.. nvm nvm.. i get it for you k..
Me: huh?? oh.. ok..... when u free go dinner leh..
Him: erm.. maybe tonite ba..
Me: erm.. ok.. confirm liao den let me know again ba..
So we mit up for dinner.. he didn't came to pick me up.. instead, he asked me to go down to bishan and he picked me up from there.. went to Geylang for dinner.. i wanted to hv korean food but he took me to Mongkok Dim Sum instead..
Well, he was oso shock bout the shortness of my hair.. when i ask him is it nice? he juz give me a checky smile and say nice.. kao~ means not nice lor.. =(
sad... i know my hair look terrible!!
In the ride, he suddenly tells me tat he's very angry wit me.. i was shock! so i asked him, "huh?? y? did i did something wrong???" and he juz kept on saying, 'very angry wit u ytd!' i was totally confuse..
Den he told me tat last nite he actually dreamt of me.. i gave out a very loud laugh and i said, 'u will dream of me de meh? i tot only i would dream of u.. lol..' he told me tat he dreamt tat i was wit him at kallang and i suddenly walk away and went out wit someone elses instead.. he juz kept shouting for me but i ignored him.. and he called me the next day and when he say hello hello, his Hp starts ringing.. lol.. tats when he actually gotten up from his dream.. lol~ he told me he's so angry wit me in the dream tat's y he called me.. pengz~
He also told me tat he went to OG for 2 sat nite.. i was totally shock and i ask him if he went racing oso? he told me yes.. i kept quiet for a while and i ask him y did he do it.. he told me James kept on asking him to go and he told me tat he was in a very bad mood tat day.. i continued asking him wat happened.. he juz tell me bad mood.. but well, actually i know 'they' surely had a fight.. but since he dun wanna mention, i won't ask further oso..
We looked for a parking lot for quite sometime and so i told him tat if there's no lot, den go else where for dinner.. but he's determine to look for a lot.. finally manage to find a lot after quite sometime.. phew~
Well, as u all know, geylang is a busy road so, he grab me on my elbow while waiting to cross the road.. so while waiting, i juz joke wit him saying, 'me fit leh!! u c my hand all muscles! wahaha~' den he laugh and shake my hand, '是咩.. y still can shake den huh?' pengz~ k lah.. i got flabby arms! SO WAT? lol~
He ordered the food but actually i dun really like dim sum cuz too much meat makes me very sick.. he juz kept on telling me tat tis place is famous for it's prawn and it juz suddenly strikes me tat 'i think u hv forgotten tat i dun take seafood..'
When the food came, almost 3 item is wit prawn and so when i 'open' up the food, i juz softly said, 'got prawn de ah?' den he say yes.. den i say, 'but i dun eat prawn..' he juz kept asking me to try..
Dun wanna be a wet blanket, i took a small bite on it.. but, i didn't really bite the prawn yet and he suddenly ask me not to eat cuz the prawn isn't cooked.. wahaha~
Think we ordered too much food and since i'm not a dim sum fanatic, i juz take one from every basket to try and he kept feeding me wit RICE! end up, i juz say to him tat the food isn't really tat nice.. maybe to me i find it not fresh ba..
From 9+pm we sat there till 11+pm.. it was for the 1st time we had so much to tok about wit each another and i'm glad he finally look into my eyes when we were chatting.. Cuz when we broke up, he told me tis, 'did u realise tat i dun even dare to look into ur eyes when i tok to you these days?'
When we left the place, i asked him whether could he juz drive in to those back alley cuz i wanna look at those ... he obliged wit me.. =) after a short while, we finish exploring the place and to my surprise, he actually asked me where i wanna go instead of telling me tat he's gonna send me back..
As we both dun know where to go, he juz drove the way he drove me back.. somewhere near his place, he asked me wanna go AMK Mcd for a drink.. i said ok.. but suddenly i say, 'aiya.. we shd hv go mustafa! i wanna look for something..' den he ask me y i didn't say so earlier..
He immediately make a left turn to go to mustafa.. but i told him, "huh? no need lah.. we juz came back from there leh.." but he told me nvm and we went.. we were looking at some car mags cuz we were toking bout a certain car and he kept on insisting tat he wan to show me the pic..
So, we were joking and laughing at each other, it makes me think of the past.. but i think it's rather normal ba.. =)
On our way back, he drove over to his place while i waited for him at the car park.. emo again.. i lifted my head up to look at the unit he's staying at and of cuz, there's alot of flash back memories for me.. too much... when i saw the bear i gave to him for him to place on his meter is being replaced, i felt....... no one will know the kind of feeling i had..
Anyway, he drove back to bring down his laptop for me to watch a clip.. but he didn't charge his laptop and were only left wit 2 mins to watch the clip.. pengz~ of cuz, the laptop went dead on us very soon~ i was asking him why did he paste the HVRacing decal on his laptop..
He was so delighted wit his artwork and kept on saying it looks nice.. he actually offered to give me one of his spare decal and asked me to stick it on my laptop oso.. i do remember the decal, it was taken when we went to JB wit james for tuning a few mths back.. i know the decal is rather precious to him so i didn't really expect him to give it to me.. but of cuz, i didn't take it cuz i know he love the decal too much..
When he made a sharp turn, the bunny on the meter fell and i had to pick it up and place it back nicely.. if you were me, can ur take it? can u? but i had to.. no matter how unwilling i am, i still hv to act as if it's nothing.. it juz feel so terrible in me.. hv to keep telling myself mentally tat, "it's okay, it's okay.."
When he drop me off, i took out a bag of stuff.. bag of stuffs that actually contain all the accessories tat he given to me last time.. including our Promise Ring and my precious diamond bracelet.. it took me so much courage juz to take the stuff out to return it back to him..
It's not an act of childishness.. i really hv my own reason for doin so.. i really do.. and so i juz throw the bag on the back seat and he was so shock and ask me wat's tat..
I told him it's his childhood photo album tat his dad gave to him last yr.. but all the while it was being kept wit me for it's really precious and important.. i open the door immediately, he shouted for me asking me to stop.. i think he got a shock when he open up and saw the stuff inside..
He pushed the stuff back to me and asked me why did i hv to return him the stuff he gave me.. and i juz goes, 'it's not tat i wanna return to u.. it juz tat.... (silence..)'
Once again he ask me, "why do u have to return me the photo? y can't you just keep it wit you? can u juz take the things back? if not i won't even dare to ask u out the next time.. take it back wit u.."
I push it back to him again but he juz say he's goin elsewhere and so i said, "why dun u open the boot? i will put it behind and no one will know or see it.." but he still ask me to take it back and kept on saying next time next time.. but will he take it back next time.....
I know i actually ruin our date wit tat cuz everything suppose to end happily cuz we had a very long & relaxing conversation throughout the nite.. i reach hm ard 2.15am.. i miss the time i spent wit him when we were together last time.. i really miss it..
Since someone out there is more suitable for him and i'm really not good enff for him, i should learn to let him go....
Monday, October 13, 2008
♥1:45 PM
I took tis for the fun of it.. cuz i'm juz so bored at hm!
Sian lor.. tis week sian.. suppose to mit eunice n wendy de.. den eunice told me cannot go cuz ah-wei having a course.. meaning she cannot take leave..
Fri, went to orchard wit sis n han han for a walk.. saw the Gucci bag.. and i love it.. $800~ but too bad i cannot buy it now.. =(
Sat met viv up for ice cream and live music at bens & jerry.. it was rather pack tat day.. dun know y.. but we still manage to get a sofa seat.. hee.. we walked over to cineleisure after tat for some subway.. it's beens mths since i last went to cineleisure le.. but.. when i was there, i keep on praying tat i won't c 'ppl' i know..
Thursday, October 09, 2008
♥10:57 PM
Great! i'm having bak jiam on my right eye! pengz~ it's so freaking itchy.. and i can't stop rubbing my eyes.. eyes juz keeps tearing.. =(
But still, i went out wit my parent for a short while tis afternoon.. went to tiong bahru plaza cuz i dun wanna be left alone at hm.. so me n sis n han han went for a walk while the parent went to temple n pray..
Me n sis were sitting at coffee bean and i tease the little gal wit my drink by placing it on my check! lol.. her expression was so CUTE~ OMG!! lol.. den i do it over n over again but, her expression changes even b4 the cup touches her face.. lol.. yes i'm a bad yi-yi.. lol~
Den sis will start saying, "yi-yi always bully u hor.. yi-yi naughty.." lol.. ya.. i always bully her.. wahaha~ i'm a baby abuser! lol~ but she juz so cute when she smiles to me..
Evening time 6+pm giam sms me ask me where i am den ask me eat liao mah.. so we mit up for dinner.. i shd hv suggest goin to bedok.. wahaha.. but i waited for him to pick me up till 7+pm!!! k lah.. my area always abit jam.. lol~
So we went jalan kayu for dinner.. n of cuz, it's his treat.. very bad lor me.. ask him to pick me up n yet wan him to pick up the tab somemore.. lol.. but he's a guy mhah.. moreover i nt working.. lol~ he already told me he would treat me liao.. =)
We sat there till 9.40pm tok very long lor.. den he say wanna go inside jalan kayu there to find the sunset bay or wat selling very nice bbq wings.. ya i do heard of it b4.. BUT, i didn't know the place is so damn ULU!!! he need to drive in to roads tat are lighted wit streets lamp! i always hv phobia wit goin into area w/o lamp.. it's so dark u wont even c ur own finger!
But, it's exciting n scary... wahaha~ well, we finally manage to find tat place after a 20min search! lol.. n he did let me experience some 'speed' from his car.. we wind down the window cuz too cold n foggy liao..
Well, it really reminds me of the time i had wit 'him' in his car last time.. =)And oso, on our way back, he told me some funny things.. i dun know he trying to hint me or wat.. but i indirectly told him tis, 'i dun wanna go into relationship for now.. =)' whether i think too much or wat, i juz make my stand clear to him whether he hv the 'intention' or nt.. cuz i only treat him as a friend cum colleague..
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
♥10:35 PM
Went back to fulco today for a short while.. i think i shock all of them wit my short hair! haiz.. i'm so sad over my hair!
Went to city hall together wit eunice to mit wendy for lunch.. we went to sushi tei for lunch.. it's my 1st time there, food is ok to me.. not much food to my liking.. the total bill was ard $104 and it was a treat from them~ =)
We sat there for 2 hrs chatting n eating.. den went to shop ard, went to look for james and he told me the wallet i like no more stock le.. but he end up manage to found me the wallet.. but.. i'm still thinking cuz of the price.. haiz..
Today's big spender is Wendy! she bought so much stuff without thinking n clothes w/o trying on! omg~ tat is call spending power! i think she spend ard $600-$700 in a snap..
Seeing her like tat, it really motivates me to work harder next time.. so i can buy watever i like.. n oso, i envy her for having a very gd guardian angel.. n her guardian angel is a AVP of a certain co.!
if only i oso hv such a nice sweet caring n rich guardian angel~ wahahhaah~
Took a pic wit wendy.. but, it dun really look gd.. i dun look nice oso.. both my eyes are to freaking swollen! i dun get it.. i didn't cry k.. i think i too heaty liao.. the swollen is like i blink oso pain.. =(
I think i really had too much chocolate liao.. my eyes n barely open.. wendy bought mr chocolates! lol~ we shared cuz we both love chocolate so much~ lol..
Monday, October 06, 2008
♥11:20 PM
Caught tis movie tis afternoon wit WT.. it was a rather rush decision cuz we only confirm goin ard 1.40pm n the show starts 2.35pm.. so i rushed to get change n gt him to buy the tix cuz he can use his student pass for student rate~ wahaha~
I reach around 2.30pm i guess.. but, GV never starts show on time!!! we ended up watching so much commercial till 3pm ba..
Anyway, i love tis show.. it's so hilarious~ i love to see movies tat changes a person's dressing blah blah.. like, Reborn~ haha.. all turn out to be beautiful, sexy and loveable by guys~
The bunny is funny.. she tok like a bimbo but she is so likeable n cute.. haha..
Went toa payoh wit mum n dad ytd.. bought 2 shirts n a skirt.. wahahahahha~ those r very cheapo clothes lah.. but to me it's ok cuz i only wanna wear as a casual clothing n wear to sch.. t-shirts mah.. haha..
Ah-giam called me juz now when he was at yishun.. he was suppose to treat me dinner as agreed on msn tis noon.. but, i tot he put me aeroplane liao so i dun care oso.. end up ard 7.40pm he called me ask me eat liao mah.. pengz~
But i eaten liao den ended up he say i put him aeroplane cuz he hv nt had dinner yet.. i feel so bad about it.. haha~ but well, at least he does rememeber he promised me something lah.. unlike certain ppl~ wahaha~ moreover, he offered to give me treat somemore.. haha..
Wed will be miting eunice n wendy for lunch, shopping & gossip session! lol.. will be lunching at kushinbo i guess.. n they both said tat they will give me treat! i'm SO HAPPY~ cuz they know i not really working liao den say give me treat~ lol.. but i will be dropping by to office wit a quick catch up session wit the guys there as eunice had taken half day leave for our gathering.. wahahah~
Friday, October 03, 2008
♥11:56 PM
Kinda bored at hm.. but yet, i dun felt like goin out cuz i dun wish to spend money.. i know i will start buying things if i go out..Anyway, i was on facebook juz now and i saw kailun's pic.. it's so sweet.. he ordered cupcakes for crystal on her b'day and they had dinner at a very nice place.. after seeing it, i envy her so much.. =( Cuz i know b'day to me will no longer be special anymore.. so, i've decided not to celebrate b'day anymore.. yes! no more b'day celebration for me cuz i juz dun wan to...I really envy ppl wit partners now.. sometimes i wish i hv one.. sometimes i think i'll juz die w/o a partner! Went for a jog juz now.. 2 days never jog, very lazy.. so today, i pushed myself to run slightly further to make up for the past 2 days.. when i started jogging, i happen to look up to the sky.. it was beautiful~ together wit the song i'm listening to when jogging, it juz gives me more 'beat' to it.. =)I oso dun know since when i've been goin jogging so often.. after the breakup? i think so.. I'm the type of person who hates running ever since i enter sec sch! whenever there is PE lesson or Nafa test, i will geng until cannot geng in order to skip running! but now, i can jog so much longer.. i know i'm coping well wit my heart beat! i'm so glad.. i won't pant tat easily.. =)But, goin jogging often doesn't mean i'm losing weight cuz i've been snacking alot recently.. i dun know.. maybe cuz i really nothing to do.. once i'm bored, i will wan to hv something to bite! argh! i hate it.. i wan it to stop.. but i juz cant... =( Was watching the tv programme ytd.. n i saw tis guy propose to his gf.. it juz makes me tear.. =( it's so touching n romantic! My all time wish was to get married before 26 and i always dream of a very romantic proposal.. which is, flowers, ring n muz kneel down.. haha~
It's rather typical i know.. but i've been dreaming of such a proposal ever since i know wat is love.. but since i no longer know it anymore, i will put it aside.. maybe aside forever.. for now, my heart is close.. no one will be able to enter it.. YES!!! NO ONE!!!! cuz i've decided to close it forever.. if i hv to be alone for the rest of my life, so be it!I dun give a shit anymore, it juz hurts so bad to fall in love.. especially when the other person never really appreciate the things u done and juz making use of u for a certain purpose..
hurry up~ my food is cooked!
dun bother me.. juz let me eat..
from left, wei chang, edmund, ruixing & me
next stop: desserts..
drinks @ starbucks.
all 7 of us~
wah~ who's licking my face! lol
kiss from val~ 
ed's expression is CLASSIC! he got slapped by wei chang!
okie~ everyone is full after food, dessert n drink
Val & Rui Xing
my all time partner in class.. keith
ok.. we 2 look like we r promoting for tis cafe!
wei feng
thick toast n milk tea
