Monday, January 31, 2005
♥9:57 PM
Hanlong called me y.day morning.. it's so nice to receive the call from him.. ask him whether i shd organise a chalet for my b'day, but i very budget now, so can only have one room.. but he suggested opening 2 rooms.. told him i not enff $$ for tat and he said tat see next month wat pay he's getting and he would pay for it.. oso dun know true or nt..
but i'm determine to organise lah.. my 21st b'day.. hehe~ of cuz, i hope to receive some surprises from him.. but the posibility is very low.. he started his fortune god job today i think.. he didn't tell me about it oso.. and we didn't tok much at sch today.. he juz kept on emphasizing tat he wanna earn money infront of kaiming and kept repeating the word over and over in front of me.. say so much really wanna help me pay huh..
Saturday, January 29, 2005
♥8:43 PM
went over to Hanlong's place y.day after mitting qi.. went to the sembawang market for lunch and we went there quite late as his step-mum was home.. we waited till she went out before we could go out.. troublesome but no choice..
it's been so long since he last held my hand.. although we only held hand when we cross the road.. nice food.. but recently my appetite isn't too good.. eat abit only will felt like throwing up..
went to buy some food before goin back home since his hse nothing to eat.. he ask me wanna go chalet anot but i didn't ans him.. and he said tat i for sure dun wanna go cuz i kept quiet..
his bro was home when we return and the both of them juz play and fight the whole afternoon.. my goodness~ the noise level is unbearable.. very noisy.. like small kids, play and play..
We didn't hv much time together cause his bro dun wanna go out.. only alone together for bout 30mins or so.. he went to bath and his xiao lao po called him.. didn't help him ans but instead, told him his xiao lao po called him when he return..
he asked me why i didn't help him ans and said tat she's very friendly de.. i juz gave him a very piss off attitude and he ask me where i'm goin to.. told him that i'm going TCC wit him and he's surprised and kept asking me if it's real since there will be alot of ppl there..
once again he ask me am i goin to the chalet, and i agreed.. of cuz, i myself wanted to go.. but it's always dad tat forbid me from goin.. sian~ but i promise him tat i will be goin..
went to bus-stop alone since he's rushing for time.. reached home about 8pm and kept thinking how to ask my parents into letting me go chalet at such a late hour.. had a small quarrel wit my dad before he let me go.. and he told me tis is the last time.. he dun allow me to stay overnight saying tat cause i'm a gal.. den told him why last time he let sis go n nt me.. i'm no longer a small gal.. dad told me cuz she went wit micheal.. den ask him back,' y u telling me tat now i dun hv a bf u r not letting me go anywhere!' kao.. so damn angry.. forever treating me like a cinderella! still say tat he will come round 1+am to check if i'm at the chalet!!!! pengz..
agreed to mit at 11pm at TCC bus-stop but he only appear at around 11.30! my goodness.. it's so late and he's making me wait alone without even informing me tat he's still at home!
didn't quarrel wit him cause HW drove and picked us up.. Hanlong asked me did i waited long.. and i said yes.. den heard HW n Hanlong toking and found out tat GY is oso goin.. when GY came, i heard him saying, '久仰大名..' he's ZJ's friend, the one tat told me about Hanlong info.. when i tok to GY, we both know not to mention about knowing or heard each other..
went to Changi Village to eat before goin to the chalet.. Hanlong was joking wit me in the car and said tat if i tok to him he will punch my face.. so i juz play along lor.. never tok to him all the way till Changi.. but he got panicky when i never tok to him.. he thought tat i'm really angry and kept trying to make me laugh..
HW and his GF got a shock too.. maybe they never knew tat i could be so stubborn.. haha~ he bought me a plate of nasi lemak but i didn't eat it.. think i made him lose face infront of his friends so he ask me to at least eat abit give him face..
went to chalet but there were only 7 ppl.. it's suppose to be 2day tat they would have BBQ.. but tis idoit Hanlong ask me to go y.day so i can't go anymore le.. only went to zzz after 4+ and wit my contact lens on.. so never really sleep well..
i was suppose to sleep at the bottom cause it's smaller and i felt more comfortable in it.. but he wanted to change bed wit me and i ended up sleeping on top.. watch him sleep as i couldn't zzz...
we went back at 9+ while all of them were still in bed.. he had to return home as he need to do sales for his dad and he asked me go over to his place.. saw the way he tok to the customer, rather impress.. saw the serious side of him.. =)
his step mum was home but i oso dun care lah.. kept goin up and down in his hse.. he quarrel wit his bro over the comp and i got a shock.. Hanlong is so hot-tempered toward his bro.. fierce.. dun wish tat he will tok to me like tat..
hugged together to sleep, it's so warm cause he's rather big size and can feel the 安全感 when he hugged me.. =) but i need to go back before 3pm cause i actually promised dad i will be back in the morning.. how i wish i could stay till evening.. went back alone cause he can't leave hm.. once again he asked me wanna join him tonite go back chalet again..
went home but my mind juz couldn't stop thinking about him.. my goodness~ for the 1st time, i miss him so much.. so much tat i juz wanna go look for him.. how i wish i could join him in the fun tonite.. miss him so much..
Thursday, January 27, 2005
♥9:22 PM
lao lao and raymond was toking to me y.day, asking me to reconsider about my relationship wit Hanlong, and suddenly, i begin thinking about everything again.. Ray was telling me about so much things again and i was in a rather bad mood after hearing all tat..
Hanlong didn't go to sch y.day and today.. y.day i still bother to sms him ask him where he was.. but 2day, i didn't even care bout it..
went to west coast park for the EC team building thing.. interesting~ although not much of my clasmates went.. need to take part in kite making but we have no ideas at all.. asked my classmates for help and glad to know tat all of them actually help out.. can feel the unity.. hehe..
tok to Naeem and his classmate was asking me who i was.. i told them i was his dear and they couldn't believe it.. haha.. kept seeing James & his GF and i know tat they were looking at me but i acted as if i didn't see..
our kite making actually took the 2nd prize.. surprise surprise~ As for the rubbish collecting, gotten 3rd prize.. haha.. Hanlong sms me at noon and he actually took MC's.. warn him not to sneak out n play BB if nt he will get it from me..
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
♥9:03 PM
thought Hanlong isn't goin to call me last nite since he ask me to sleep early before i got off the train.. we chatted till quite late, tok about quite a lot of things.. i was asking him to consider bout my the other friend and of cuz, i only meant it to be a joke.. but when i ask him to consider Yun, he immediately say, 'oh my god.. no thanks..' lol~ i was laughing away.. of cuz, i wan to know y he said tat.. but he was asking me again why yun was wit us to the movie the other time and asking me does she actually know tat i'm goin out wit him.. lol~ but he said tat he dun mind lah.. just dun know y she's like 不自动.. lol~
i ask him how much would he give her.. he said 50, and said actually is less den 50.. pengz~ tat bad meh.. i ask him consider the other again.. and he said got me enff le =)
suddenly, he asked me how much % he stands in my heart.. i dragged for 10mins before i could answer him.. but, when i ask him back the same que.. of cuz, he hv difficulty answering me too but i oso knew wat his ans will be.. i told him not to lie! it's not possible to be 100% de lor.. even i oso cannot give 100%.. but he ended up deducting the points.. complaint i'm not good enff.. lol~ said i never kept him warm, never hug him tight blah blah blah.. lol~ didn't know i'm actually so bad~ wahaha.. ended up having only 14% left.. wahaha.. but he said tat in his heart i will still stand 100%..
tell me wat we muz 慢慢发展.. ask him y he cannot take the chips back, was it cuz his dad dun let him eat it.. den he said No, it's cuz he saw tat i luv to eat it, so he juz made up a lie and ask me to take it home <3 he was oso asking me y is it tat i always dun seems to be eating infront of him... i juz say i wanna diet lor..
he was also telling me seriously tat there's no need for me to go on a diet n ask me to eat healthy! he was warning me seriously.. maybe cause he knows tat i hv nt been in a very gd health recently.. he also told me bout his basketball thingy.. i listened, can't make him listen to me all the time oso.. he was telling me tat he's actually quite hot-tempered towards ppl.. but different towards gals.. told him i know if not i would hv kena scolded by him quite a lot of times cuz i'm oso too straight forward sometimes.. but he said tat my temper not tat bad lah.. i only short tempered den very easily coax.. pengz~
when i mit up wit raymond tis noon, he ask me how's he & me.. i was blushing.. the way ray smile is giving himself away.. his smile is very suan siao.. lol~ den ray made fun of me & him oso.. saw naeem and he ask me where is my BF.. pengz~ luckily my classmate didnt hear it.. if nt... Hanlong look rather stress after the exam.. really worried for him.. he's so stress tat he's so quiet.. didnt manage to tok to him much as kaiming was around.. it was only when we were n the bus den did he start toking.. as usual, he's back to himself joking wit me.. =)
Monday, January 24, 2005
♥9:35 PM
tok to christina tis morning and she was asking me whether had i given my 1st kiss to Hanlong.. told her yes and she ask me to note the date down.. haha.. ok, muz note down.. it's 12/1/2005, Wednesday.. she was surprised of cuz.. haha..
Hanlong sms me tis morning, asking me if i'm goin to sch and hv i recover.. it's nice of him to actually ask me this as i'm still sick.. ask him where he is and he said he at home cuz he's sick..
5mins later see him appearing in class.. -_-" question him in noon and he thought i'm gonna ask him where he went y.day.. pengz.. communication break down again le lah..
he told me tat his dad juz bought a french bulldog, telling me how cute it was and ask me to accompany him to go buy some dog chew for his Blacky.. went canteen and ate before leaving sch.. Hanlong didn't sat wit us.. he went over to the other table instead..
thought tat he's goin to go back himself so i juz stood up and leave wit raymond they all.. suddenly, lao lao and raymond was saying, 'he's not catching up wit us ah? haha..' den raymond was saying, 'come liao come liao..' and saw him walk up to us.. =)
went to pet shop 1st, saw some puppy over there.. so cute.. my goodness.. den went to his hse.. the dog was so black.. well, puppy is always cute.. his dad was home too and i had a short conversation wit his dad..
went hm around 2+ and was talking wit him at the bus-stop.. force him to promise me tat he will fetch me from my home to sch if he's goin to drive next time.. we were laughing away as he said that he will only do tat once, but will drive me back home..
the deal is free lunch for him.. haha.. no way~ force him to say that i'm cute oso and ask him to go find his xiao lao po instead of me.. think he buay tahan i kept mentioning bout jasmine so he finally told me tat she hv bf de..
Sunday, January 23, 2005
♥3:57 PM
Hanlong passed his FTT.. my goodness.. i couldn't believe it.. he was so arrogant tat he said wanna pass me all his book for me -_-" ask him faster go take pratical lesson.. he asked his dad to leave the Merc's key for him.. haha..but his dad told him to drive their company's van instead.. haha
think he's goin to take up the fortune god job.. hopefully can earn some money.. he told me he went to geylang on thursday nite and only came back at about 4+ in the morning..
ask him go there for wat and scolded him for goin back home so late..
sms him on sat morning cuz i was sick.. having rashes.. thought is was juz itchness but my back and neck were all quite red.. never thought it's goin to be serious oso but he only reply me an hour later.. *angry*
told him i'm about to cry as it's too itchy.. he ended up calling me and ask me if i'm fine.. pretended to be crying on the phone and he oso got quite lost, dun know wat to do..
he called again an hour later asking me if i'm fine nt.. Could tell that he was calling me from his home and ask him y he's not working today n he told me he's working later.. he kept asking me to take care of myself..
he called at 1+am but i slept le, too tired.. sms him tis morning and he ask me to take care again.. sometimes, really wish tat he would juz appear at my door giving me some surprise..
met kevin on fri for coffee.. we were toking bout valentine and he ask me whether my guy will be giving me anything.. told him, 'i'm gonna bet wit all my money tat i hv knowing tat he's not goin to give me anything..' know him too well le lah.. but of cuz, still hope tat he can give me a little surprise lah.. haha..
having fever today.. no ones hm to take care of me oso.. felt so much like crying.. felt so terrible..
Thursday, January 20, 2005
♥9:53 PM
Hanlong called me tis morning and told me tat his body was aching like mad cuz of the training he had and he dun wanna go sch.. but i persuaded him to go sch no matter how late he's goin to be.. he said see first and i was thinking that he for sure isn't coming.. lao lao was teasing me once again asking me why Hanlong never come to sch.. den heard kaiming's hp rang and for sure i know tat it's Hanlong that called him.. knew he's coming, so i pretended to be sleeping in case lao lao and raymond start their nonsense again..
lesson ended and Hanlong kept playing wit my arm and lao lao n raymond saw it and juz keep on giggling.. he asked me to accompany him to thomson plaza as he need to go to the bank.. end up, 4 person all took train back..
but kaiming kept asking Hanlong where he's going and luckily he and ray got off at bb.. but the journey to bishan is real long.. shd hv taken bus instead..
went to interchange wanted to take a bus from there and i knew for sure he would say tat walk over to the other bus-stop.. but i was damn tired! having my period, no energy so dun wanna walk tat much oso.. but who knows, he suddenly said, 'so fat liao still dun wanna exercise'
i got so mad at his word tat i juz walk to the other bus-stop in which tat's wat he wan in the 1st place.. he knows tat i'm mad at his words and kept apologising to me.. but i was oso only angry for a very fast speed and i never ans him back any word he says cuz no mood.. not cause of wat he said is cuz i'm too tired..
he thought i'm goin to be angry for gd, so he tells me tat he's goin to buy me the GIO pants i wanted.. lol~ den he changed his mind saying tat he will sponser instead.. @.@ heard wat he say and i juz smile and he knows tat i'm no longer mad at him.. too easily pleased liao lah..
went to his place first and he was complaining bout my shoe again.. he wanted me to buy the same pair of shoe as him so he told me, 'i really wanted to buy for u cause tis shoe really look nice on u.. but i dun dare to buy cuz i scare u will run away..' he finally understand the meaning of giving ppl shoes..
his dad and bro was home so he suggested to bring his bro out for lunch.. tats wat i suggested oso as his bro was eating instant porridge but his dad drove us out for lunch instead.. his dad ask me are we in the same class and his bro kept saying, 'y u never ask ur GF wan to eat anot? ah.. no.. ur friend..' his bro kept thinking and calling me as his gf.. his dad heard it and said, 'GF or friend oso same lah.. haha..'
went to thomson plaza after tat and he suggested buying VCD back to watch.. saw Norina at starbucks.. =) bought The Doll Master.. spend quite sometime choosing it since we had no idea wat's nice to watch.. watch till disc 2 and his bro came knocking on his door again.. he was pissed but his bro really seems keen to stick wit us.. lol..
after the show, he kept chasing his bro back to his own room.. but his bro die die oso dun wanna go back.. lol~ he had to really push his bro back to his room.. wahaha..
i pretended to be crying and he got real worried.. he came over & hug me asking me nt to cry.. and at tat moment, i felt so bad about it cuz i seems to be playing wit his 同情心.. but at the same time, i'm glad tat he really cares for me..
he sent me to the bus-stop and told me tat he's saving money as he wans to set up business and wanted to buy car.. den i said, '男人一有钱, 就会开始作怪..' den he told me he wont be.. hope he really wont..
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
♥9:19 PM
Hanlong didn't attend the 1st lesson tis morning.. thought he over slept again but i msg him quite late asking him why he never come.. he told me he's not feeling well but will come for the 2nd lesson.. thought tat he's lying but suddenly kaiming said this, 'Hanlong say he stomachache but will come later..' den did i realise tat he didn't lie..
can go back early today de.. but ray and kaiming kept asking me to accompany them for lunch before going back.. agreed with them since last week they accompany me.. den kaiming called Hanlong asking him where he is and during their conversation, i shouted, 'you faster come.. u come liao den i can go back liao..' but kaiming says tat even if Hanlong comes, he oso will not let me go back.. pengz..
but who knows, when it's time for them to go back to the lab, ray actually took my bag and ran away.. lol~ bo bian, had to go up wit them.. Hanlong came and i told them tat i'm goin back.. but he came over and grab me pulling me up all the way to the lab..
on our way back, Hanlong bought swiss roll and ask me to try.. but i think kaiming saw we both sharing the same cake and he was rather surprise.. know his atm card pin no. =) and kaiming say, 'wah.. u very fast can go n rob him liao hor..'
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
♥9:40 PM
fail my FTT again.. shit man.. torn the letter infront of my mum and she got a shock.. lol~ sms HL told him bout it.. den he said accompany me go book again..
sms him tis morning, thought tat he's not coming for lesson.. i really thought tat he's not coming from the way he replied me.. suddenly, he open the door and smile at me.. i couldn't stop smiling but had to control it as lao lao & raymond were teasing me..
lao lao ask me where Hanlong was working at.. i know where but i insisted tat i dun know.. cuz i heard them toking about those lion dance thingy so i thought he changed job but never tell me oso.. heard them toking bout seeing Hanlong y.day at some lion dance performance..
suddenly heard them toking bout GF! my pen stop for tat very moment.. thinking, 'who's GF are they toking bout tis time round??? Hanlong's gf?? or is it weiyuan's GF??' i still have got no ans to tis.. wanted to ask raymond about it but didn't got the chance yet.. will try asking ray about it tml..
for tat very moment, my heart suddenly become quite 不安.. raymond was toking to me but none of his words actually get into my brain as i was trying to concentrate on the conversation that they were talking behind me..
Hanlong had lunch wit us tis noon but weiyuan always like to shoot at everything he says.. when i came back from the toilet, saw Hanlong toking wit his friend james.. sat down wit lao lao den saw tat james and his gf looking at me.. i pretended tat i didn't see anything..
raymond was oso smart enff to take bus from another bus-stop, leaving me and Hanlong alone to go back.. den saw james & his gf and his another friend at the sch carpark.. we walked over and he chatted wit them for a while.. James gf was saying, 'only ur 2 ah? go where? hehe~' And james was saying, 'go where? go D&D countdown again huh? haha..'
i was blushing and immediately smile and walk off.. so paiseh.. he accompany me go SSDC again and whenever we go YCK, he will always ask me if i wanna eat ice-cream.. he also remember wat kind of ice-cream i eat..
he was telling me tat when he cook for others to eat, all will be very touch by him and also told me tat i'm the only one tat will keep nagging at him and kept telling him '不是这样的..' lol..
suppose to go over to his house but saw his step-mum's car outside the house so i dun wanna go in le and went back home instead.. he accompany me to the bus-stop, waited quite long for the bus to come and while waiting, we were toking about so much things.. he ask me to give him a big hug..
i complaint to him tat last fri he never see me to the bus-stop and let me walk there alone.. he kept humouring me today as he kept making me angry over & over again.. but seems like i'm quite easy to humor.. the little things he said will make me laugh..
Monday, January 17, 2005
♥9:42 PM
morning call Hanlong tis morning.. but didn't tok in class oso.. when i was at the canteen, i realise something.. think raymond got abit angry wit Hanlong oso.. so he juz say back at watever things Hanlong mention.. felt rather bad bout it cause i dun wan things to turn out tis way.. but think ray oso dun mean it de ba..
Hanlong told me tat his xiao lao po will be coming to our sch for bb tis evening so i told him, 'izzit? intro her to me lor..' and he say ok.. after tat he mention about his xiao lao po again and i said, 'go find ur xiao lao po lor..' he knows i'm jealous and he juz laugh at me and said i get jealous again..
thought that he's goin to stay at sch till his xiao lao po come.. but he didn't.. ask him why he never wait for her and he told me tat he's not waiting for tat 贱女人.. pengz.. he said he dun wanna work as that fortune god job liao..
ask him y and he said tok till his throat pain.. kept asking me wat excuses he should give to his boss.. but no suggestion given..
Friday, January 14, 2005
♥10:03 PM
went to SSDC today, suppose to mit him there as he's taking his FTT.. ask him to help me take a number for the counter then suddenly, saw jac! wat a surprise.. look prettier liao.. hehe~ she sat down beside me and we were toking away.. completely ignore about his presence..
she was asking me who i came wit and said tat i slim down le.. but she had to leave in a hurry as she's late for work.. before she went off, she smile to Hanlong but, tis idoit didn't smile back! He told me tat jac stood infront of him when he wanted to get the no. for me and said tat we look very alike.. lol~
suppose to go for lunch after tat but dun know where to go and eat.. so he suggested tat go his hse and cook ourself.. took the train and saw Naeem.. always see him whenever i go out wit hanlong.. happened so tat we all alight at bishan and Hanlong said, 'we always seems to see him hor..'
went NTUC to buy the food but both of us were stuck, dun know wan to cook wat.. lol~ think i cook one meal is a real headache oso since i dun eat rice and he oso dun know wan cook wat.. finally bought the things needed and head to his hm..
no one is hm and we start making a mess in the kitchen.. lol.. he started cooking since he's 'cook of the day' he cook, while i help him keep those clothes for his family.. seeing him cook i kept on nagging and laughing.. very slow sia.. when i was peeling the potatos, he suddenly nag at me and said, 'my gf all won't be like tis the lor.. u ah.. really the 1st one..' i went a big "huh??" den he say nothing..
he did all the cooking, rather touched.. sat down and eat and suddenly felt like it's similar to my mum's cooking.. the porridge and everything.. he also ask me wat i wan for my b'day.. didn't ans him this que.. need to wash those utensils and suddenly, his step-mum return wit a new maid.. greeted her.. surprisingly, she smile back to me..
had to fold those clothes, and even help him iron his family's clothes cause he wanted to sit down to iron clothes.. pengz~ buay tahan ppl do things so lazy.. i do those work lah.. his step-mum oso saw wat i was doin she oso never mention anything.. den his step-mum went out again.. he came over to me and said tat, 'find someone tat can cook and do hse work really not a bad sia.. can rest..' saw the reflection on the tv, thought he really sat down and shake leg but he was actually folding clothes.. haha..
his bro came back den ask him to come to his rm play PS.. his bro oso never greeted me before de.. he came in for awhile and then went out.. so we lock the door but suddenly, his bro came knocking again.. lol~ he was so piss but i was laughing away.. his bro tok to him for a while and went out again.. 5mins later, the same thing happened again.. lol~
tis time round, we ask his bro to stay inside our room to watch tv.. lol~ they were both playing.. den his bro call me jie jie.. went back around evening time and as he went for bb he oso never send me to the bus stop lor.. =(
Thursday, January 13, 2005
♥9:39 PM
took raymond's car to sch today.. but was having a huge jam.. my goodness.. we were late for sch of cuz.. Hanlong was late too.. he reach around 10am ba..
took bus hm instead.. ray was looking and smiling to me.. but he oso know de lah.. haha~ ask him to accompany me take train and he agreed.. kaiming was giving us a strange look on his face..
His ex-gf wenya called him when we were at the platform at dover mrt.. she was looking at me and ask him who i was.. but i was rather blur at tat time as i dun even know who he was toking to.. den he ask me why i never smile to her.. told him tat i dun even know who he was toking to how to smile to someone i dun know??
heard him told her tat he's wit cherlin.. it's as if she know who i was.. goodness.. he ask me to mit him for lunch tml noon.. dun know can wake up nt.. cuz recently nt enff sleep like tat.. look very old..
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
♥9:21 PM
mit up wit Hanlong at thomson plaza y.day.. accompany him go do his ATM card but i feel really retarded.. dun know where the bank is and walk blindly to look for him.. went over to his place during evening time, play wit his DJ set again.. haha~ i always go there and spoilt his thing..
fall asleep at his place, damn tired tis few days.. really buay tahan.. was sleeping in his arm, nice~ he ask me to stay over at his place.. wat a joke.. around 10pm left his place.. the hse was in a complete darkness and his step-mum slept liao, no maid oso.. he ask me not to make too much noise when leaving cuz scare to wake her up..
was walking down the stairs den suddenly i fell down from the stairs.. i dun even dare to shout! but i was in pain.. i was kneeling down, not making any noise and not able to stand up! tis evil man was still laughing at me.. pengz~ he help me up, but was still laughing.. goodness..
on our way out, i was complaining about the pain and he was still laughing and said my knee tml sure blue black..
he sat behind me in class today and i heard his conversation wit weiyuan.. WY ask him where is his 6230.. den he say tat '被我的 gf 骗走了..' and sounded rather piss off.. he wanted to go for his dragon boat training but need to stay home to look after his bro.. he was so piss off when he tok to me about his bro as he's very piss wit his bro friends and kept scolding vulgar words.. buay tahan..
Monday, January 10, 2005
♥9:21 PM
started sch today.. Christina isn't in the same class as me anymore cuz she failed too badly and need to transfer class.. when kaiming n Hanlong heard tat she's no longer in our class, they immediately laugh wit joy.. lol~ so damn obvious..
tok to Hanlong last nite, it's been quite sometime since we can chat so happily.. he was telling me tat i wont stick wit him when sch start cuz he's oso wit his own grp of friends. standard.. He reach sch even earlier den me.. took Ray's car but never tok oso.. paiseh.. but after tat we started toking oso lah.. he was pinching my face in front of them.. like wat we used to do last time..
lao lao accidentally hit my breast and i was shouting.. all of them gt a shock! heard from ray tat HL's expression was rather fierce when he knew wat happened.. he ask me to accompany him take bus but ray wanna go back BB.. den no choice.. but i never inform him tat i'm goin to bb and i left without a word..
think he's goin to join kaiming in tat dragon boat thing n asked me along.. but kaiming suggested tat i dun go better cuz too sunny for me.. haha~ ray's car tyre puncture.. pengz~ saw him and weiyou change tyre till very jialat.. whereas me n christina kept on chatting at the back.. we are not up to much help there.. like those 'stupid woman' lol~
Saturday, January 08, 2005
♥1:44 PM
Hanlong called me on thursday nite and it was rather late.. but i wasn't asleep yet.. was chatting wit weiyou.. saw his missed call and call him back around 2am.. he was in a rather good mood and he told me tat his dad quite like me and also told him, 'tis type of gal very gd.. muz find tis type of gf..' lol~ his dad said i was rather quiet.. i was laughing away and he suan me, 'praise you abit only ah.. den u happy..' he ask me out and accompany him go buy bag as it's his day off on fri..
mit him at noon but something happened.. communication breakdown again! he was waiting at the control station and i was waiting for him at the platform.. he gave me 5 missed call and 2 sms and one of the sms really surprise me.. it's 160 words of 'where r u?' it's similar to the scene in 'meteor garden' when dao ming shi can't find shan cai.. lol~ den i call him back and he sounded fierce..
when he came, he stood infront of me and started saying, 'y i call u never ans???' but he was sort of like fierce.. but tat's the way he behave.. i smile back and told him i didn't hear it.. den he started scolding me and all of a sudden, i almost broke out in tears.. i waited for 1/2 an hour and i ended up being scolded.. i already told him where i would be mitting him le.. when he realise tat i wasn't answering him, he knew tat i was goin to cry.. he immediately try to make me smile.. hehe~
went to eat and he persuaded me to drink soup.. but i couldn't finish it.. hungry till full liao.. ended up he finish up the soup for me instead.. injured my hand and he nag at me saying tat i couldn't take care of myself and ask me wat if he's not in sch, not around to take care of me, wat will happened to me.. his fone couldn't stop ringing today cause his money went missing at hm and he suspected tat it's the maid that stolen it.. he was in a bad mood..
as he was in a rather bad mood, he suggested tat we go back home instead.. it really early to end the day since it was only around 5+pm.. so i went over to his place since i need to take my book from him.. his step-mum and dad were hm too.. i was nervous and scare cause of his notorious step-mum.. greeted her when i entered.. luckily she never say anything.. but after tat she got tok bad bout me or not, i've no idea.. stay in his rm, meddle wit his DJ set.. very interesting.. he taught me how to mix songs.. but i was too dumb to understand..
9+, hongwei called.. they were suppose to go for dinner and i was suppose to go back hm.. but he ask me to go along and said tat hong wei will send me hm.. he went to bath and i did something bad.. i check his HP.. saw the messages he send to his ex.. think they wanna patch back.. but i dun know who's the one tat suggested it.. i read till blur.. but in his messages, he kept saying tat her attitude change..
hong wei was waiting at his door.. his gf was in there too.. went bukit panjang there to eat zhi char.. so long never eat liao.. tok to hw gf cuz nt 1st time seeing her.. nice dinner.. but i didnt eat much oso.. hw n his gf was rather surprise when they heard tat i dun eat rice.. lol~ they were nice ppl.. his gf even invited me to hw's coming birthday.. surprisingly, Hanlong still remember wat i eat and wat i dun.. but he complaint to them tat i waste his money during the d&d as i didn't eat much.. hw was laughing away den say tat he wanted to ask me go marina eat de..
on my way back, Hanlong told me tat we both were at fault tis noon.. he didn't read the message carefully and i didn't ans his call.. he was trying to settle tis thing cause i told him that i felt very 委屈.. being scolded for nothing.. think he oso felt bad bout it ba..
Sunday, January 02, 2005
♥2:39 PM
Fri, New Years eve.. mit up wit yun and her friend for coffee.. suppose to mit my dear but i really got no mood to go town.. around 4+ Hanlong call and confirm things wit me.. i ended up being super nervous as i dun know wat to wear, wat to do.. my mind was in a complete blank.. i was trembling tat yun's friend gt a shock.. my hand was frozen and the 2 gals had to kept on rubbing my hand to calm me down.. i was even in tears.. think tis 2 gals really gt a big shock.. take result oso nt tat nervous.. lol~
when i was on my way back home, saw qing yin my pri sch mate.. i actually saw her a couple of times previously but not sure if it's her so never call her.. but still, i call her when i saw her at the overhead bridge.. she gt a shock.. she couldn't recongise me.. she was looking at me and kept saying tat i dun look like 'xiao li'.. was saying tat i become more like a 女人 and became prettier.. =) found out that she's actually juz staying rite below my unit.. she gave me a very big & warm hug before we parted.. it's really nice.. miss her so much.. =)
bath and change to go over to Hanlong's place but tat was around 6+ le.. took cab to his place as it was raining.. den he called me and ask me to wait for him at Long hse instead as his step-mum is nagging.. waited for him at the shop hse, but i was like an idoit standing there for a good 20mins or so.. he still can call me frm his hse after 20mins saying tat he's still home.. shouted at him asking him to appear infront of me rite now.. lol~
while waiting for him, wei siong called me so complain to him.. haha.. when he came, i purposely dun hang up the fone and carry on toking.. den he went like, 'ya ya ya.. bye bye..' scolded him again for making me wait.. it was so long since i last saw him.. wanted very much to hug him but i didn't.. waited for his dad to pick us up..
i wasn't nervous anymore.. greet his dad and everything went fine.. Hanlong was saying tat, 'she's not my Gf' and his dad said, 'not gf den bf huh?' lol~ his dad was a funny person.. kept on toking about the asian waves and everything.. den his friend called him and he was suppose to go sentosa after the countdown.. heard him saying, 'i'll join ur later after my countdown party.. i'll be coming over wit my GF..' he hung up the fone den ask me to go wit him to sentosa..
reach the dinner place and luckily i wasn't wearing any dress.. it was juz a very simple dinner but i was rather paiseh as his relative were there too.. sat down, dun even dare to make any noise.. eat oso dun dare to make noise.. rather uneasy.. den his uncle kept staring at me making me quite paiseh.. Hanlong's cousin were the real headache.. lol~
we were walking at the beach and his 2 little cousin came and tag along.. haha.. they ask me hw old i was and seems abit shock when they know tat i'm older den Hanlong.. his cousin yiling kept asking me if i'm his GF.. ask me am i staying wit him, are we sharing the same bed and said tat 'i'm sure u will be his wife..' really BTH tis kids..
when yiling was asking me am i his GF, i looked at Hanlong and i juz smile.. he didn't deny oso.. yiling's dad ask her to invite me over to their hse next time for dinner.. @.@.. We didn't really tok much that night as there's wasn't much chance.. he knew tat i need to go back early.. but, his dad was drinking and drinking.. he had no choice but to drink as well as need to finish tat bottle of martell..
brought the 2 kids to the playground and Hanlong came.. his face was red, think he drank quite alot.. seeing him like tis, it really change my opinion of ppl.. especially rich person's kids.. do they really hv to entertain ppl like tis? is it a must for them to learn drinking?
on the way back hm, he was sitting and looking at me, held my hand as i was feeling cold.. it was really sweet.. although we didn't tok to each other much that night, i still hope that i didn't disgrace him or his dad in front of his relatives.. =)
