Emo little miie

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

♥11:35 AM

Went to Westmall after work y.day wit PY.. laogong was working there and it happened so tat she was miting HW there too.. after tat went to BBQ express, i miss the terriyaki chicken and i remember tat my dear always eat the party wing =) those were the days lah.. went up to the food court and had my ramen.. yeah~ same taste as last time.. eat liao feels back to my sch days.. haha..

Laogong's dad called and said tat he's goin to send blacky away cuz his step-mum went crazy again.. giving away every pet in their hse.. poor thing.. his dad came and pick us up and his dad was mentioning tat he very heart pain tat he will be giving away the dog.. the dog is being send over to laogong's mum place.. laogong stay put there..

Laogong called me tis morning and told me tat he didn't get sufficient slp.. Blacky wasn't quite used to the place and ends up walking around in the hse and kept on touching laogong thus causing laogong to lose slp.. haha.. poor things.. too bad, afraid tat ginger & blacky will fight.. if not i will keep him at my place and at least laogong would always come up here.. work's boring.. maybe cuz here too little ppl and PY's not here ba.. sian sian sian..

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Monday, November 28, 2005

♥3:10 PM

Haven been blogging.. Had a quarrel wit laogong recently.. he said i was giving him to much stress.. faint~ fine lor.. argued and i cry.. on sat, i wasn't toking to him still.. he got so angry tat he threw his bag in front of me at Expo.. after tat, i was still the one to initial to tok lah.. after tat he was fine liao..

We went to bought a mp4 player at Expo.. it was a lousy brand de.. but nvm lah for him to take to camp.. no need buy those gd de oso.. den went to ACS, he had his bb match den went back to his home and left at 9+pm.. went to 403 had buffet there, laogong send me back home.. think maybe it's cuz he's goin NS soon den cannot send me home..

Went shopping y.day, bought nothing.. sad~ but he bought a earpiece, bag and the jay's CD.. his dad came and send us back but we decided to drop off at Bishan mrt.. go shop again.. wahahaha.. sat down wit laogong and i was holding his hand so tightly.. love him althought he always makes me cry.. like a bit 犯贱 like tat.. wahahaha..

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

♥1:53 PM

Been miting laogong up for dinner but oso dinner only.. after tat oso go back hm liao.. sian~ had pasta mania for dinner y.day.. laogong send me back hm but i can't slp last nite! slp around 4+am.. kao~ was feeling so terrible.. can't get to slp.. muz do something to make me feel tired liao lah..

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Monday, November 21, 2005

♥1:20 PM

the sleepy laogong..

~me n my bear bear laogong~

hello bear.. wit heart attach at pocket

hug hug

love the smile

my swollen eye tis morning

Fri, was suppose to mit laogong to go sim lim.. but something happened.. he came in bb shorts! pengz~ and i was wearing a long skirt.. i was so angry cuz we were like poles apart.. i lost my temper and told him tat i'm not goin anymore.. he was angry too.. i walked up to J8 so tat he can hv his meal.. he asked me if i wanna eat and i told him no cuz i had my lunch at hm.. he tot tat i was showing him my temper! i was so angry.. i walked back to the station and i told him to go back hm.. he was so angry tat he shouted at me asking me to think twice.. is it really wan him to go back home and i cry.. he was so fierce and i dash into the toilet, calm myself down and i wanted to proceed straight to the station after coming out from the toilet.. he held me and pushed me to one corner, quarrel again.. cry~ went coffee bean and i kept quiet.. he scolded me again and i cry.. took the train home and i refused to tok to him still..

Reach yishun and he pushed me to one corner again.. tis time round, another fierce scolding.. i cry so badly tat my shirt were all wit tears.. stood there for 30mins and i kept crying non-stop.. he told me tat the 1st month we quarrel was oso b'cuz i always keep quiet.. scold n scold.. seeing me cry so badly, he finally decided to hug me, ask me not to cry.. stop crying and i walk to northpoint, leaving him behind.. turn my head back and he was in a angry & pissed off face.. i held his hand and he immediately soften his heart =) went back home and book the tix for Harry Potter.. book for 1 hr! finally manage to book the back seats.. return home around 12+am.. mum never mention anything oso..

Sat, went to find laogong and went prata hse grab a bite then went to his place.. waited for his cousin to come.. they lost the match and his cousin juz drove off the car after the match leaving me and laogong behind.. laogong was so angry.. luckily saw one of his bb friend and he gave us a ride back.. after tat went to 403 for another match.. lost again.. went for meal and was toking to ah-beng & donny..

I almost lost laogong's wallet and donny was saying tat if he was the one to find it, the money will be intact but the photo will be gone.. wahahaha.. they were treatening him tat after laogong go for his NS they will 'take care' of me.. wahahaha.. went to find laogong after his work and was at PS the whole day.. saw HY and i pretend not seeing her.. think she never saw me oso.. Laogong bought me a bear from his work place.. quite cute~ wanted laogong to get off at bishan mrt.. but i couldn't take it that tis bangalah kept on looking at me! kao! i held on to laogong and ask him to send me back.. haha..

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

♥12:33 PM

Went to find laogong on Tues nite, met him after his work and went to 403 together.. they had a match there.. lost, wat a pity.. tot they would win.. but i'm still happy for laogong as he scored.. waited for them to go for dinner.. went to bishan in ah-beng's van.. sat there till quite late cuz we went there late too.. took a cab back but i was pissed wit the amount of traffic lite!

Laogong went to work late y.day.. haha.. he overslept and the ppl there were all waiting for him.. was online at noon and PY msg me.. she and her bf had a quarrel and she was so confused & upset.. so upset tat she need to take half day off and i met up wit her.. went to sun plaza.. stayed for 4hrs at coffee bean.. we were chatting away.. and i tried to avoid mentioning about their things cuz when she came, her eyes were puffy.. poor thing.. went back to northpoint and were suppose to mit the insurance agent at 8pm but the agent was late..
Laogong called me and said tat the friendly match was cancelled.. wooo hooo~ i immediately ask him to come and mit me and he agreed..

Went to starbucks, chit chat and we were toking about wedding dinner.. he mention tat i will hv to share the cost wit him cuz it's impossible for him to pay everything if we are goin to get married at 26.. i was joking & saying tat if his dad's friends were to give big ang paos den juz one person give it will be enff to cover one table.. haha.. tok to laogong at nite and i told him about WY went to interview as air strewdress but failed at second interview.. den laogong ask me y i always like to compare myself wit her in everything.. Suddenly i realise tat i'm really always comparing wit her.. i juz dun wanna lost out to her but it seems like i'm losing in everything.. ask him is wy prettier den me? he say no.. but he told me tat among all his gf's meiling was the only one tat hv the most suitors even when they were together.. i was like.. okay~ and i ask him.. 'so u r telling me tat she is prettier tat me lah?' he dun really dare to tell me the truth untill i pester him for ans.. and he told me meiling is prettier den me.. sob sob.. argh....!

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

♥2:09 PM

~my ring~

~c0uple ring~

~her's & his's~

Cello the m0vIe.. gal in Cello b0x..

mine--> han l0ng♥se0w li

his--> se0w li ♥ han l0ng

my ittle d0ggY sh0e fr0m gUardiAn.. c0mf0rT..

Went to PS y.day noon and we went to get the couple ring which cost $88, Steel material~ got our name engraved on it.. while waiting, we went to the foodcourt to eat.. had my riverside indonesia bbq and i had grilled chicken & laogong had grilled squid, the curry smell nice too.. but i had difficulty wit the chicken.. the thigh was too big! so laogong need to helped me tear up the chicken, i'm like a small kid waiting to be fed.. felt so pampered but suddenly felt helpless.. was telling him who's goin to help me do all the stuff after he's in NS? suddenly felt tat i'm so dependent on him..

Collected our ring and he put it on for me, sealed wit a kiss ♥ and he told me he don't anyhow buy ring for his gf cuz he felt that it's a commitment.. hopefully he's really serious about me and i felt really loved by him for giving me such a Promise..

After tat, went to marina square for a movie.. The exorcisim of emily rose, nice movie..theater was huge! wanted to walk around after movie but the movie ends at 9pm.. it was like watching the shop close.. den went to Carrefour bought some food and towel for laogong.. took some pics, long time never take pics liao.. but most of the pics in his hp.. will upload it in time to come~ laogong's working today, later still having match.. dun know wanna go find him or nt.. juz felt like spending more time wit him..

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Monday, November 14, 2005

♥10:17 AM

Lol.. my dear tot i was abducted by aliens.. haha.. no lah~ i'm still here.. was abit bz last week, helping laogong wit the chalet things..

Day 1, checked in.. idoit.. they only hv room for us till 3.20pm still say check in time is at 2.30pm.. made us wait n wait.. got our free tix to wild wild wet, rest for awhile and we went to 'wet' ourself at around 4+pm.. not tat sunny, not much ppl as compared to the other time and tis time round, their tube are free for use.. althought not much stuff to play wit but i still enjoyed myself cuz was wit laogong.. played this ride, Slide up.. it's like a U-shape thing.. OMG! i scream even before the thing left.. wahahaha.. and i say i dun wanna play anymore it's so scary.. and the little kid before us was saying to his dad 'mati.. mati..' wahahaha.. tat makes me even more scare.. we return back to chalet around 6+pm.. bought some food back, watched tv n eat.. after tat around 8+pm laogong's dad called and came to pick us up for dinner.. went to kallang for dinner.. had shark fins.. rather surprise that the fins are as big as my palm! i've never seen or eaten such big shark fin before and i dun know how to go about eating it..hahaha.. saw them all taking chopstick to eat n i find it strange.. cuz normally we eat using spoon.. den his dad drove us to Loyang, went to pray.. after tat went back to chalet.. laogong watch his tv while i play my game..

Day 2.. i woke up and bought breakfast for laogong.. after tat we went out to buy the bbq food which was so heavy.. all those things we did took us one whole noon.. after tat our classmate came and i tot tat they were not coming.. to my surprise they came.. after tat donny, buddha and andrew came.. so little ppl.. i was afraid tat laogong would be sad.. but he was not.. he's juz angry tat his very gd friend didn't come.. tis stupid donny doesn't let us slp! it was 4.30am and he still felt so energetic.. kao~ it was killing us.. somemore he kept singing song.. wahahaha..

Went out on Thursday.. shopping time~ laogong bought 2 shirts and bought one for me too.. =)

Fri, we went swimming and bought a duck home.. haha.. nice.. long time never eat liao.. also something happened on Fri nite.. laogong called me and said tat he will be enlisted to NS on Dec 9.. and i cried =( can't bear to leave him..

Sat, met laogong and he felt sad too.. went to his place and his cousin came and fetch us to ACS.. watch the match and they won.. den went to 403 to watch G-net's match.. won~ laogong send me home.. it was nice =)

Y.day, we went back to his mum's place.. he bought a duck back too.. haha.. his mum help him trim his hair and help me do treatment =) his mum mentioned to him tat i look like her when she was young.. but i'm rather afraid cuz when his mum know tat i'm older den him, she seems quite shock.. althought she never say anything, but laogong assured me and he ask me not to worry too much cuz his mum quite like me oso.. phew~ goin to PS late, laogong say he's buying the couple ring we were eyeing for.. $69 quite nice.. tat's something he's goin to give me before he go NS ♥

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Saturday, November 05, 2005

♥4:27 PM

Went to TCC y.day, laogong worked till 5.30pm and he said wanna go play bb so he asked me to mit him there.. luckily peiyun was there too~ wat i always do was to sms her and ask her if she's goin down before i decide on goin.. tis time round, another new thing.. they bought a new mp3 player.. IRiver.. those wit picture viewer.. few months back, they juz bought a PSP & her bf juz change a new hp AGAIN.. he's doin tat like every 3-4 months.. but the problem is he's nt working! the money from NS isn't enff to spend on all tis stuff.. he juz always wanna show off his new gadgets! so i always assume tat it's PY the one tat's paying for all tis things.. i once heard from laogong tat PY is always the one paying for the things HW wanted and HW is such a egoistic, MCP! always giving PY attitude faces and behaviour.. i'm not jealous of the 'stuffs' they own.. juz tat i dun like her bf always like to show off the 'new toys' somemore tis HW always hao lian cuz he's driving his dad car! kao~ like got car very big deal like tat..

Went to Sun plaza juz nw and went to Angie the choice to order a chocolate cake for laogong's b'day.. cost around $52 cuz i wanted them to do the delivery for me.. after tat went to buy some necesserities for laogong.. he've got no time to do all those shopping.. bought him his solid and toothbrush..

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Friday, November 04, 2005

♥2:23 PM

Went shopping alone y.day.. went to PS, wanted to shop for a prezzie for laogong but really dun know wat to get for him.. after tat went to chinatown to mit laogong for dinner.. 9.30pm, went to the food street.. laogong do the buying.. wahahaha.. we had tis kolo mee which is nice.. ordered xiao wan mian & laogong's favourite hao jian.. wah.. nice food.. but all these remind me of the time i had wit my sec sch friends.. gd food at newton circus.. hehe..

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

♥1:16 PM

Yeah.. laogong's bb training was cancelled y.day so his cousin drove him to my place.. was watching tv den laogong suggested to watch movie.. ask sis along and watch Tom Yum Goong.. caught the 11.30pm show but laogong was tired.. somemore he will be working the next day.. ate my favourite popcorn.. hehe.. movie end around 1.35am.. so late liao.. even i am feeling so sleepy.. dad let me drive laogong home.. haha.. but dad was sittng beside me lah.. dad was tired so i drive.. but nite time liao oso not much car le.. =)

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

♥1:20 PM

Laogong wasn't working last sat and he had a match so only manage to mit him at about 8+pm and only for a while =(
Met for dinner and i went back home.. sian~ was thinking, finally u got off day but we only mit for awhile..

Sunday, laogong came to my place and brought the things we bought at Ikea the other day.. so he help me fix my lite bulb and curtain stand and after tat, he ended up falling asleep.. faintz~ accompany him go TCC for the friendly match..

Monday, mum accompany me go J8 shopping.. erm, oso dun know who accompany who.. lol.. i wanted to buy clothes buy none to my liking den mum wanted to buy me a pair of shoe but i didn't wan it.. after tat dad came to fetch us.. he drove us to eat dinner.. dad ordered char guo tiao for me.. a big plate and he saw me finishing up the whole plate.. lol.. he was laughing n my mum got a shock.. dad was saying tat i muz be very hungry.. indeed.. only had a few crab stick for lunch..

Y.day went to mit up wit some old classmate.. think for months never mit them up le except for kevin.. went KTV.. but suddenly lost interest in singing.. end up always is the standard 3 singing lor.. kevin, zj n edmund.. and lawrence was sitting there in daze.. wat worst was tat after ktv, zj say wanna go mit gf and kevin goin to mit friends.. sian~ so i wnet to look for laogong oso.. but i left around 8.45pm.. the latest.. went to wait for laogong.. waited awhile and we went for dinner together.. had tis lan zhou la mian and xiao long bao.. xiao long bao not impressive enff, nt salty enff.. laogong bought ba kwang.. favourite.. but i didn't take any home.. took one to eat, very oily but eat liao very shiok.. wahahaha..

Today's our 8th month annivesary but he dun hv time to accompany me.. =( he promised me tat next week during his chalet he will give me all his time.. i'm really looking forward to the day =)

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