Emo little miie

Thursday, May 26, 2005

♥8:42 PM

Dear came to my hse y.day.. he came up and cook noodle for me.. but i never finish it cuz it's too sweet le.. not my kind of taste.. went out wit dear and went to his hse.. so long never go le.. he was scolding his maid and i had to stop him.. accompany dear dear go TCC and went back myself..

mit dear dear today.. went his hse, but had a little quarrel.. i was crying in the bus as he was scolding me for not answering him when he toks to me.. got angry and ignore him.. at J8, i tok to him and he say tat everytime when things are my fault, i always make it tat it's his fault and i cry again at public! wat worst was tat he's not pampering me like wat he used to do anymore.. he simply let me cry and after very long den he tok to me ask me not to cry and brought me to the toilet to wash my face..

but till now i still angry wit him for doing tat.. thought things now ok liao.. but i won't call him like i used to.. will only call him back when he call me..

The End ♥

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

♥1:06 PM

Sunday nite, around 8+, dear called me ask me to go down and mit him.. was still angry wit him but i still went down.. was crying badly and didn't tok to him for one hour.. he gotten so pek cek.. can tell tat he wanna vent his anger liao.. i only start toking to him when i saw him so frustrasted.. he's like a child.. upon hearing me tok to him, he was in all smile..

went to dear's hse at CCK y.day.. his mum was there and she even brought hm the fish ball tat they were selling in JB for us to eat.. =) had to help out in washing the plates, but no choice lah.. dear sent me hm althought he was rather tired.. he told me tat he's different now, he say tat now it's his turn to take care of me le.. =)

The End ♥

Sunday, May 22, 2005

♥7:17 PM

saw wenyar at Tcc on fri.. but i dun like it when she mention things about dear tat he said to her in the past.. somehow got abit jealous over it and i think that's what any gf would not like to hear about.. =(

dear made me cry today.. he sms me saying tat i give him shit, said tat i will call him when i reach home but i didn't and when he ask me wanna go where, i never reply him cuz he say he wanna stay hm so i juz forget about the idea.. wat upset me most was when he sms me 'you give me shit again.. wat u wan me to do now?' i'm so terribly hurt over his word and he hv got no idea about it.. he said that i gave him attitude when he ask me where i wanna go and i told him tat i dun wanna go out..

couldn't calm myself down, tears juz kept flowing whenever i tot of wat he told me.. he msg me after tat asking me not to cry anymore and told me he love me.. but i juz dun wanna reply him anything.. not goin to call him tonite oso.. be it tat i'm giving him attitude.. he asked me where i wanna go tml if he's not goin to work and i told him i will only mit him on tuesday cuz i know tat he will surely not go to work tml if he know where i wanna go tml..

bad mood today.. even when mum toks to me, i dun bother to ans her.. juz wanna lock myself in my room to cry my heart out..

The End ♥

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

♥10:21 PM

had exam today, sure buang~ so damn difficult.. Dear didn't take the paper, kena debar.. he had his bike lesson today and when he called me in the morning, i had a feeling tat he will be telling me tat he had an accident.. and who knows, when he called, he really told me tat he had an accident.. he didn't want to tell me initially cuz he knew tat i will be worried for sure..

i was angry and worried but he told me that he's fine, had some bruises on his shoulder.. *heartpain* =( he told me tat he will be fetching me after my exam from sch.. surprisingly, he really came although he's tired.. dear abit blur blur after his accident, abit stone stone de.. dun know his head got any problem or not.. hehe..

dear dear came to my hse juz now, mum didn't say anything oso cuz only sat for awhile.. told mum that Dear injured himself and she took out some gel for dear dear to take hm to apply.. even told dear dear tat he cannot eat those 'du' food..

went out wit dear dear to eat.. so sweet, it feels like a married couple goin out for dinner and doing shopping together..
i really like tis kind of feeling and dear dear like it too..
Dear know i heartpain for him so he real dote on me assuring me tat he's really fine..

The End ♥

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

♥11:48 PM

Juz summerise wat happen recently.. went to my 'dear's' b'day party wit my baobei and she's now 21~ for the last few weeks, baobei send me home quite often.. but last week never liao.. he started playing his bb.. his's match is coming up next month and finally for once, he bother to tell me the dates and ask me to remember it..

family member all quite like baobei.. mum kept asking me to ask baobei back home for dinner.. ah-ma say tat he's very tall.. tat day when baobei was in my room, i was reading the messages tat he kept in his old hp.. messages tat were send to him by his ex-gf and i was asking him y he still keep messages in his hp tat were send to him so long ago and he never delete away but the messages i sent to him always cannot be found in his present phone.. i said tat he's rather unfair to me..

he got angry after i kept mentioning the word unfair in front of him and told me tat he's goin to take back the phone he ask me to keep.. but i didn't let him take it back.. he say tat i always like to find such things to question him and i always like to say tat he's unfair to me.. cried for a while but i said sorry to him after tat, ask him not to be angry with me.. he told me tat he's not angry wit me, he juz wan me to know tat even if he doesn't keep my messages, tat doesn't mean tat he dun love me cuz he love me in his heart..

sometimes felt tat baobei really pamper me too much le and he was telling me the same too.. he said tat if one day he says 'no' to my watever request, i'll sure get angry or cry cuz he always give in to me.. lol..

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

♥11:49 PM

On thursday, Dear went to extend his passport but i didn't accompany him cuz mum says i always go out.. end up he had to ask buddha to accompany him.. to my surprise, dear actually call me when he reach khatib.. surprise~ he told me tat he's coming over to my area to mit me.. =) so sweet.. tot we would not be miting cuz at noon call him, tok to him for quite long and insisted on chating, not letting him go bath.. maybe he knows i miss him alot ba..

brought dear n buddha to eat at my area, dear was sweet.. he knew tat i finish eating my candy and brought one for me.. but he dun really like me eating too much of it cuz it's too sweet..

nite time, dear called me and told me tat he's unhappy cuz something happened when they were playing bb.. tat idoit jasmine pointed middle finger at my dear which also makes me angry upon hearing it oso.. wanted to slap her face!

On friday, mit dear up at Thomson CC cuz he say he wanted to eat the food there.. but he was late.. makes me angry.. he's been late recently, made me wait n wait.. but he's oso quite smart, knows i'm easily please..

dear told me tat he's goin over to his mum's place on fri nite so never ask him send me back hm oso.. but i wanted him to leave the court early so tat when he reach his mum's place, it's wouldn't be too late.. so tried asking him was he sending me hm.. he ask me wan him to send me hm izzit and i told him if too late den dun wan..

end up b'cuz of it, he was alittle angry wit me.. said i was indecisive.. so i juz walk away and went to the toilet.. he tot i was goin to cry and he catch up wit me.. he insisted on sending me hm n i say NO! when i came out from the toilet, i didn't went back to find dear, was a bit angry wit him.. so i juz walk in to the cafe and sat down.. From my view, i could see him but he couldn't..

after quite some time, saw peiyun stood up and she came in to look for me.. she told me tat dear was rather worried about me cuz i went to the toilet for too long.. so dear ask PY to go and look for me.. PY told me tat from wat she know, dear never used to send his gf back home de.. tat's y i was angry wit him, i wan him to send me back wit his initiative and not me asking him to send me home.. End up oso i went back myself.. he sms me told me sorry bout his attitude..

dear didn't went over to his mum's place on fri nite and told me tat since he's not goin, he will be coming over to my place to mit my parents.. mark his word.. we were discussing about it during noon over the phone.. tot he was being forced to come over so i juz drop the idea.. but suddenly, he told me, 'juz go lah.. die die lah..' lol.. but i oso had problem breaking the news to my mum.. took me 30mins to tell my mum tat i'm bringing someone back hm..

mum wasn't surprise at all and she knew who was it even before i told her who i'm goin out wit.. haha.. mummy ask alot of ques and she told me tat she will break the news to my dad for me.. so i went out, dear was so nervous.. went over to CCK to put his bag before coming over to my place.. his mum was hm too and i met his mum for the 1st time.. was nervous at first but i was rather steady.. dun know whether his mum likes me or not cuz dear told me tat his mum doesn't like his previous gf..

we were waiting for the bus and i told him tat my dad will be hm oso.. he got even more scare.. lol~ all of a sudden, dear dear recite poem! OMG~ for so long i know him, i never know tat he knows those Tang's poem! he was so scare tat poem starts coming out from his mouth.. wahahaha..

we were walking on the bridge and dear dear got jelly legs.. lol.. luckily, everything went fine for him.. went out for dinner wit my family.. phew.. lucky lucky.. then came back hm again and played PS2.. he got along well wit my sis and my brother-in-law.. mum oso never say much.. they never ask him any ques oso.. send dear dear down and he was finally out of the 'stress' lol.. love my dear dear..

dear went to JB work today le.. hope everythings goin well for him..

The End ♥

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

♥8:30 PM

many days never blog le.. tired and lazy.. went to yun's chalet on fri nite.. dear dear came wit me oso.. he told me tat he was only staying wit me for one nite but he ended up staying till sun morning cuz he said he wanna accompany me.. he was so sweet =) he called me 老婆 infront of my friends and ask me wanna marry him or not.. but on sat nite, he told me tat he's goin to mit GY n edward and if they are goin back in midnite, he will go back wit them oso.. upon hearing, i cry.. he got a shock and he say he dun wan go back le, ask me not to cry and treated me like a little princess..

y.day did something stupid to my dear.. gave him 22 missed call.. he knows i always do tat and when he called me back, i dun ans him.. called him back after very long.. he was asking me y i never pick up his call.. he sounded angry.. so i cry..

he got a shocked and he told me tat he wasn't angry wit me.. he knows tat i did it on purpose.. he only sounded loud to me cuz it was too noisy over there.. but i tot tat he was angry wit me.. he was lost and he walk away from the table.. ask him to go back finish his dinner and call me back after he reach hm but he was still worried bout me..

he called me when he reached hm and he msg me when he was about to go to bed.. =) call him tis morning, call him my 宝贝老公.. at first he sound sleepy.. but upon hearing wat i called him, he smile n everything was so sweet..

mit him up today, accompany him go SSDC wait for his test..

The End ♥

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

♥8:49 PM

A few days never blog le, wasn't online for too long.. lazy to blog oso.. 1st May was dear dear's ex-gf b'day.. he told me and said tat he wanted to call her but he scare i angry.. told him tat he muz call and he say tat he'll send her a sms instead.. went to bishan for dinner.. happened so we saw his ex! but she didn't see us.. wat's gonna happen if she see us?

went to dear dear's hse on sunday oso, too bored liao.. no place to go so went over to his place watch vcd instead.. actually i arranged for him to mit my parents on Mother's Day and he agreed.. but.. he's goin in to JB tis weekend to work for his mum.. goodness~ but he's not goin to run away from miting them anyway.. lol~ he was rather nervous when i ask him to come tis sunday.. he dun know wat to wear and wat to buy.. one gan jiong future son-in-law to be.. lol..

Monday, we went for movie.. watched Coach Carter, not bad.. 2 and a half hr film.. worth the money.. but told dear dear tat i dun wan to always go watch movie, quite sick of it.. so expensive somemore..

dear dear accompany me take train hm after sch y.day even though he's real tired.. he called me when he reach hm in the evening before he goes for his bb training cuz i didn't msg him after i reach hm..

dear told me last nite tat he wans to buy me breakfast when we go SSDC today.. but didn't ask him to buy cuz too troublesome for him le.. we suppose to mit at SSDC but i went there late and he's angry.. tis few dates tat we had, i kept on turning up late and he's abit angry bout tat..

went to dear dear hse today, wait for him to change before we head out.. it was raining heavily went we were waiting for bus.. he's so sweet tat he ask me to stand behind him so tat i won't get wet =)
went J8 again,shop around.. wanted to buy the T-MAC bb short for him but no idea how to pass it to him.. he wanted it alot cuz it's Limited Edition.. muz think of some idea liao..

abit angry wit dear dear today oso.. he kept on doin certain things tat makes me quite piss and i told him off! reached hm i oso dun bother to msg him let him know..

The End ♥