Emo little miie

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

♥11:37 PM

the little princess in her hat tat her daddy bought

she's happily playing on the bed

ytd, went over to viv's hse.. and mum dress han han up.. haha~ cute rite? she was sleeping thru out the few hrs on viv's sofa bed.. lol.. and they were saying, ' the 2 so noisy yet she still can slp..' lol.. looks like han han is really nt bothered by our noisy conversation..

anyway, ah-ma was here oso.. was surprise when she suddenly pop over to our place.. saw tat ah-ma was so happy when she saw han han, i felt so glad.. cuz quite sometime never c ah-ma smile .. can tell tat she dote on little princess too.. but the only prob is, she keep calling han han Micheal! lol.. cuz she say han han looks so much like bro-in-law.. lol..

And oso, viv let me try on the OPI red color nail polish.. ! i love it.. it's so easy n smooth to apply on.. but expensive.. =(

Anyway, they were saying tat red look gd on me.. cuz i'm fair.. 1st time applying red .. haha.. nt very use to it.. but, it's rather nice.. haha.. a breakthrough for me lor..

Went for lesson tis morning.. but i'm so sleepy.. so i slept on the bus on my way there.. i tot i slept for quite sometime .. but when i open my eyes, i was only at Thomson Plaza! .. morning jam again.. haiz..

but i got to class in time.. ~ but was sleepy still lor.. cuz tis lecturer is juz so boring!! pengz~ when break came, i immediately ask Crystal out for kopi.. lol.. so as usual, we will go canteen to buy snack den go to level 3's vending machine for cheap n nice ice coffee~ ..

at level 3 is gd~ cuz it's a break time, den i will c all the students from above.. observe wat the gals wear, looking at diff students.. interesting.. hee~

Han han is so cute tis evening.. her daddy came over n tok to her.. n while toking, she giggle! ~ so cute to c n hear her giggle.. it's the 1st time she giggle.. n i didn't miss it!! I'm a proud yi-yi cuz my little niece is juz so adorable...

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

♥6:12 PM

jac.. juz finish our dinner/supper at east coast park..

my new laptop skin.. DIY it.. cute? It's PINK!

heart shaped donut.. strawberry jam inside..

back from miting Wee teck..

my new dress~ pretty isn't it~

okie~ lets start.. fri,

went out to mit wee teck @ J8.. suppose to mit at 12pm but he was late.. so i stood there and waited till 12.35pm~ pengz~ we went for lunch @ Pasta Mania.. saw one of his friend and i think they tot we are a couple! lol.. not possible lah! WT look so young! and i look so old!! he's 19 i'm 24!!! lol.. i'm so so old~

went for movie.. Death Race.. actually i didn't really know wat the show was about intially.. but, i just went along..

the movie was nice.. racing wit bloody scene.. it's a rather diff type of car race.. but some of the scene juz looks like playing game.. overall, 4 **** =)

reach hm @ 5pm but i was so bored.. so i msg jac on msn and she told me she's goin to her mum's stall ask me wan to go over or not, so i went since i'm so free.. went for dinner @ the foodcourt.. finally had my korean rice.. but, i burned my tongue cuz the food was pipping hot on the hot plate and i juz place it into my mouth!

walk around and went to Metro.. since we 2 so free, i suggest taking clothes to try.. trying is free.. wahaha~ so, i took tis orange summer dress.. i've been looking for something similar and finally found one tat is to my liking.. as it was rather ex, i didn't wan to buy it..

but jac was telling me i look nice in it and the amount i need to pay.. blah blah blah.. n so, Pay Up! lol.. but quite nice n diff.. lol..

Went to work ytd.. love goin back there cuz everyone treats me so well.. haha.. miss all the laughter tat i had there.. went to the workshop and start toking nonsense to them.. lol.. i told Giam tat i wanted to call him in the morning when i saw his car drove past the bus i was in cuz it was raining and i wanted to ask him to pick me up..

but i didn't call cuz he was driving n i drop the idea.. so he told me tis, 'wah~ i can dun ans everyone's call except ur call lor..' wahahah~ so i told him tis, 'wah~ rong xing!' lol..

it's always so fun to tok to them.. lol.. den i was thinking of goin over to jac's place after work as Eunice drove to work and she could give me a lift there.. as i was about to leave, ah-dee shouted at me asking me where i'm goin.. and ask me dun take bus, he will give me a lift back hm.. wah~ so gd~ but den i told him i'm goin to seng kang.. haha..

If only my classmates were all as friendly as my collegues~

Stayed @ jac's place till 6+pm.. n wat we do? nua! she show me how to lift weight.. so now, my arms are aching so badly!!!

went to compass point to buy envelope for her mails.. we bought a post it pop up thing.. for only $3!!! wat a bargain!!! wit free post it pad n 3 small love note pad.. happy~ i got purple n she gt pink..

jac was telling me tis, 'last time we 3 (me,jac & jenn) always buy things together.. everytime, you will choose pink.. lol..' quite true lah.. but now no liao.. i still love pink.. but nt to tat extend of everything.. some pink are nice.. but some are nt.. =)

8+pm we were still there.. n i went over to 7-11 to buy rubber band to tie my hair cuz we goin for bbq steamboat.. so, jac was queueing to buy stamp while i went over to get my stuff.. while waiting for the bus, i was saying how am i suppose to tie tis rubber band when it's so long??

lol.. den, a series of funny ques came out from me.. which made us both laugh so loud.. lol.. n so, jac told me tis, 'u really should work on ur brain! it's not working well..'

lol!!!! so funny lor.. but the things i ask r things tat really couldn't come across my mind for the moment of time.. lol.. really. stupid me! n oso anyway, jac was telling me i can be her Personal Assistant.. lol..

9+, 10 den we reach ECP and i was complaining how hungry i was all the way there.. lol.. BBQ steamboat~ yeah~ i hv craving for it for quite sometime le.. finally gt to eat it! lol.. i was telling jac how happy i am for bein able to eat tat.. n she tell me i'm so easily 满足..

true lah.. i'm easily contented over small little things.. left the place quite late.. 11.49pm, i'm still waiting for bus.. haiz.. lonely.. so long never wait for bus on such timing liao.. reach yishun @ 12.25am.. walked back hm.. wah~ something i never expected.. waking back from the interchange alone at such hour..

stayed hm today.. working on my project!!! argh~ piss off!

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

♥11:08 PM

do i look very greedy?

i'm having chawanmushi @ sakae wit sis

izzit tis nice? strawberry wit wings~

strawberry smiles in packet

I had sushi again today.. sis wanted sushi so i went.. was so full!! but i think i love Ichiban Boshi's food more..

Well anyway, i ate alot.. n for desserts, Mochi & Strawberry Smiles.. the name juz sound so sweet..

I had the strawberries since sis wanted Mochi and i dun realy like mochi.. 1 bite of it, sour, cold! lol... my expression changes! lol.. but i love the taste.. juz like life.. sour den sweet.. =)

i took pics of the strawberries den sis suggested 'designing' it.. haha.. n so there comes the berry wit wings.. =)

Anyway, i felt better le.. tks so much for everyone's concern.. i will become a happier person.. and i know i will..

Cuz i dun wish to be hurt by hurtful remarks again! i think i dun really deserves all those comments..

Well, looking for PT job.. need extra income.. looking for BF oso.. i love sporty guys.. can my next bf be a Swimmer? lol.. so shuai.. gt the build can give me the 安全感 that i've always wanted..

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

♥4:10 PM

I'm feeling terrible.. i juz finish toking to him on the phone.. once again, i cry till my eyes swollen again.. i dun dare to walk out of my room till 1hr later..

He broke the news to me again.. i cry so badly.. he knew i couldn't handle the truth.. yes.. indeed i couldn't... i really couldn't...

I wish i could turn back time...

i'm super devastated now..

nothing goes rite..

kill me pls..

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

♥12:56 AM

from left , 小刘, ah-heng, ah-wei, ah-giam

me & eunice @ 天天火锅

ah-dee & boss (Andy Lau)

eunice & me @ KTV (party world @ shenton way)

okie~ tis is my post for my ktv session.. hv some other pics but is all wit my boss! and he never forward to me.. sad.. gt alot of videos!! but dun think ur will be interested cuz ur dun know them..

Anyway, KTV session was a total crazy one!! they r all drunk!! they made me sing wit them, sway wit them, had alot of fun.. never had so much fun @ KTV before.. haha~ they had too much to drink and there's food oso~ think spend 200+ in ktv.. but it's okay~ since company paying.. lol~

They made ah-dee sing me love song!! pengz~ makes me laugh so badly!!! lol... den join in to sing those couple love song..after the session, everyone's voice is so hoarse except me and eunice cuz we dun get much chance to take the mic~

After the ktv, went for dinner at tian tian.. sucks man!! worst steamboat ever!!! no food selection!! it's all the toking tat makes me laugh till full.. haha~ ah-heng, xiao long n ah-wei.. the 3 joker!! they made me laugh so much tat my tummy gt wind n i can't eat my food.. tats how much i've laugh.. no joke bout tat.. lol~

As for myself, i think my life is in a mess.. totally.. my mood is like a roller coaster.. and i simply can't control it at all.. tears will flow down for no reason and i will become so depress over everything.. i juz hv to cry to let it all out.. i gotten so depress ytd tat i called chris up and simply cry so badly on the phone tat i can't even speak up..

She was worried about me, so she say she will mit me after she knock off.. i'm so glad.. cuz she can't finish her work but yet she still leave the work place and came down to mit me.. i really need someone to tok to me so badly.. she came ard 8 and we bought some alcohol and went to yishun dam.. sat down there for quite awhile.. feeling the breeze, at least it makes me relax.. i'm too tense up n stress tis days..

Yes.. i still misses him..

I miss him..

I miss him...

I miss him....

I miss him.....

I know ur will say tat i'm silly, stupid watever.. try putting urself in my position.. no one will know how i feel.. nt even him.... no one....

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Tuesday, August 05, 2008

♥11:38 PM

Yeah~ juz came hm from a movie wit my 2 best buddies.. Mummy 3!!!

Quite a nice show.. me n qi were laughing when those 'farmers' came out.. we had dinner at the foodcourt n desserts @ Mcd.. great nite.. still had popcorn during movies lor.. i'm super bloated now!!!

Miss watching movies wit them.. it has been yrs since i last watch movies wit them lor.. still remember we always used to catch a movie after sch cuz it only cost $4 for a movie!! after movie, we were standing at the open area chit chatting.. bad news is, i kena mosquito bite AGAIN! but so funny lor.. we were toking about sec sch days.. the guys tat we use to admire.. .

And i realise i admired ALOT of guys.. so much so tat they both laughed at me lor.. lol.. sometimes i really wish to see those sec sch mates again.. i wan to know wat they hv become n let them see how much i've changed! wahaha~ qi will know wat i mean~

Was on Leave today.. but dun feel really well.. think i'm goin to be down wit flu again.. my whole body is falling apart! went to J8 tis afternoon wit sis, mum & han han.. had Ajisen for lunch.. den went to G2000 bought a shorts, quite nice.. wanted to get white but mum say abit transparent..

k lor.. den i gt grey.. but i'm so piss off wit the auntie tat served me and i told my mum in a very loud way so tat the auntie can hear wat i say! actually, i dun felt like goin to J8.. too much fond memories there and i dun wish to be reminded of any.. especially whenever i had to walk past Soo kee.. haiz..

Celebrated dad's b'day ytd.. sis bought a cake n i bought KFC for them.. went jogging before tat but think cuz i dun feel too well, sort of not having much stamina to jog.. gt a few times i kept on wanting to stop and walk back hm.. but i force myself to continued..

Sunday, went for lunch buffet.. to celebrate dad's b'day in advance.. after lunch, mit qi to ECP again.. blading!!! wahaha~ i'm super addicted to roller blading now! we blade for 1hr 7 mins k! tat was long.. i was sweating!!! so happy.. it's a like workout for me..

Blading tat day was funny.. 1st, qi fell down on the grass after she AH... lol.. n me, i'm a Lamp Post hugger..lol.. i hug a lamp post n hit my knee cap!! lol.. abit blue black.. but i'm not goin to stop blading~ lol.. tis sat go again k qi~

Goin to ECP it so tedious for me lor.. 3 buses to change leh.. haiz.. so inconvience w/o car.. i wan borrow car from dad!!! think i getting 'sporty' lor..

I will blog about my Sat office outing soon, need to get hold of those pics.. gt lots of videos.. but i won't upload all.. it freaking funny lor..

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