Thursday, March 31, 2005
♥10:17 PM
went out wit Hanlong and his friends juz now.. they wanted to print their jersery.. was in HW's car and heard Hanlong mention to HW about me as his gf.. =) HW kept saying cannot tok to much infront of me cuz he said me n PY very close.. scare later i tok bad bout him.. haha.. HW was asking me y i didn't call him Hanlong back y.day.. was wondering y and i asked him y.. HW told me tat cuz his gf would call him automatically but i didn't call Hanlong.. lol.. seems like they are comparing.. haha..
Was in the shop wit them and surprisingly, he hug me infront of them.. and for once, he finally dare to hold my hand infront of them le..^^
we were sharing our dinner together as i dun wanna eat much and he too dun wanna eat too much cause he wanna play his bb.. Donny saw me eating first and thought tat i waste food again..
Hanlong slept on my leg on our way to TCC.. he's rather tired and was feeling alittle sick.. but still wanna play his game.. watch him play for awhile before leaving.. he wasn't in much mood to play as his shoe is spoiled and he's abit unwell.. he kept complaining about his shoe non-stop infront of me.. aiyo..
but i'm rather glad tat i've offically become his GF le.. but tis still cannot be made known to the class..
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
♥10:06 PM
Morning call my piggy today but i think i called too early.. he ended up goin back to sleep again.. he called me when i was on my way to sch and apologise to me saying tat he's not able to wake up.. was late for assembly today.. weiyuan kept on mentioning tat he wanna leave at 12 and tis makes me even more wanna leave early..
call Hanlong, told him tat i will be leaving early but he said tat he wanna go over to his mum's place.. so i didn't say anything much.. sms him ask him if he wanna mit me later and he say ok..
went to causeway point to watch movie..
watch Lennony Snicket.. went to cold storage and walk around, he saw his favourite waffle and he was telling me tat next time after we are married, i muz prepare his waffle for him.. =) i asked him how much does he understand about me but he failed all my ques.. faint~
ask him if he know which blk i'm staying and he say he only knows the place but dun know the blk no. but he suddenly recall my blk and got it rite.. ask him wat wat floor i'm staying and he got it wrong.. ask him y everytime i muz mention things like help me carry bag or mention to him about certain things tat i like then will he go n do it.. ask him y can't he take more initiative to do things for me even before i mention it and he kept quiet..
Was walking into the cinema and he suddenly tells me tat he wanna go get engage next year when he turns 21.. i thought he was joking so i juz joke around wit him.. but he got serious and say tat he's not joking wit me.. =)
we were at sportslink and he said next time when we are old, every sunday go play badminton but say now oso can start playing liao.. said wanna go book court at TCC and we can go n play.. ask him why muz go down TCC.. y cannot yishun and he say tat cuz he wanna stay at Thomson and when we are married we would be staying together.. ask him y cannot stay yishun, is it cuz his friends all staying at thomson so we muz oso stay there.. haha.. he told me tat my IC add will change to his current add.. and i told him, 'i dun wanna stay wit ur stepmum..' but think he oso dun wanna stay wit her..
mention to him about Wenyar and he suddenly say not to mention bout tat bitch.. dun know is he saying tat cuz i'm infront of him or wat.. so tease him and say tat i will tell wenyar when i see her tis week.. but he dun seem to care so i said, 'she's once ur gf u know.. how can u call her a bitch?' he say tat she everyday oso wanna find things to argue wit him and said tat he wasted his money and time on her.. if he didn't know her, he would hv saved lots of money and we now will hv better life.. lol..
he ask me to mention to him is there anything tat he does before tat makes me angry.. but asked him to mention about mine 1st.. he told me tat the only time he's angry wit me was tat time when he waited for me at the control station while i was waiting at the platform and when he call me, i didn't pick up my phone..
asked me to mention about his but i juz drop some hint and he got it rite.. he ask me was it that incident that i cry and ask me y i cry.. and i finally ask him is it that he's always afraid of seeing his friends whenever we are out together.. he told me no and he say he love to see his friends outside.. told him tat he always makes me feels like he's afraid of seeing his friends when he's wit me and tis makes me feel very uncomfortable and upset.. mention about the crying incident again and he say tat he dun wan ppl to circulate bout him since he doesn't like explaining things to others.. also said tat it's like now, he wanna go out and be wit me so he will juz go out and won't think so much..
sms him when i reach home ask him not to do tat again and he reply me, 'i know.. u must tell me how u feel and i'll oso must tell u how i feel mah.. if not how we get married next time.. keke.. muackzzz.. love oink.. me reach hm le..'
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
♥9:22 PM
chat wit Hanlong last nite for 2hrs ba.. althought he's tired, he still kept on toking to me cuz i was blabbering non-stop.. he's playing his games while toking to me but his car kept on having accident.. ask him y and he told me cuz he's concentrating more to wat i say rather den his game.. =)
tok about so many things and i told him tat i'm very happy tat he can makes my day bright everyday by his sms.. he told me tat he will try to do something special for me everyday and even when our life has stable down, he will still continue doing tat.. my heart melt upon hearing it..
told him i cannot join him for the chalet this fri and he told me tat peiyun was the one tat ask me to go.. so i asked him, 'oh.. so u r not the one tat actually wan me to go huh?' and he told me no.. he will call me to go even if no one ask me to go cause i'm his dear dear.. ask him to take care of himself and he told me tat he dun really know hw to take care of himself since there's no one to really take care of him.. but he's glad tat he found a nice gf.. OMG~
all of a sudden, he ask me.. 'oink.. hw? we dun hv an anniversary leh..' and he suggest making a certain date when we were togther as our anniversary date..
he accompany me to the agency tis noon and he told me tat they were teasing peiyun when HW say tat he wanna send his darling home so Hanlong oso say he wanna send his darling home.. HW got angry and said that is his darling and not Hanlong's.. lol~ Hanlong say tat thought they were bro and suppose to share wife together de.. lol..
so HW mention about me and say tat he wanna do something bad to me on the chalet and he panic and immediately say tat he 知错了.. haha.. he was telling me about tat ice-cream thing when i told him i dun wanna eat but i end up finishing the whole thing after his phone call.. lol..
ask him to say about the things he dun like about me.. at least i can know wat he doesn't like me doin to him.. he told me tat he dislike 不自动的人.. he said tat his ex-gf always dun help him take his stuff when she saw him without much hand le.. and she will still force him to carry her stuff.. i kept quiet and he told me tat i'm not like her and he say tat i will always help him carry his stuff even before he does.. =) he only mention 2 bad point about me..
he said tat everytime i reach a certain place or home, i won't bother to sms him to inform him.. it's only when he ask me to sms him den i will sms him.. lol..
Monday, March 28, 2005
♥10:03 PM
Hanlong msg me last nite, 'oink.. think i will be late today.. u slp early ba.. i love u.. night night.. muackzzz.. msg u when i reach hm k..' sometimes, he's real sweet.. he's making my heart melt wit his sweet sms..
He msg me early tis morning, asking me to go over to his place during noon time.. he called me when i was about to reach his place and he say he would come out and wait for me at the door.. but i came from the other side and i saw him waiting & walking to another side of the road, he didn't see me walking up and when i told him i'm reaching, i stood under the tree and gave him a surprise.. hehe..
his maid was cleaning his room and he kept on disturbing her.. lol.. he's tired and was hugging me as we were sleeping.. i tried to get off the bed as he's sleeping.. he slept for quite long and so i juz sat at one corner to read magazines..
suddenly, he woke up, saw him looking for me anxiously.. and i was wondering why.. he ask me to go to his side immediately and ask me to give him a hug.. he was hugging me so tightly, as if i would run away~
he told me tat he juz dreamt of me.. he dreamt tat i'm flirting wit other guys, he got angry and beat up the guy.. he was questioning me in his dream asking me y i'm flirting around.. but i deny it.. he got so upset tat he almost cry and he suddenly woke up and found me not sleeping beside him tat's why he panic..
i was quite touch when i heard about it.. at least i know tat he's thinking about me even when he's sleeping.. at least i know tat i'm important to him.. he got serious and ask me would i ever do tat one day.. assured him no and he hug me even more tightly.. he was telling me not to do tat as i'm his 爱爱.. <3
ask him for a big hug and a kiss before i leave and he say tat i'm like a baby~ hehe..
ask him how many gfs he had before and he told me 4.. ask him which one he luvs most and he say the 3rd one, which is wenyar.. i juz kept quiet and he told me, of cuz i love u the most now.. he say wanna work earn money and support his xiao lao po.. got a shock n he told me no.. he say need to support his oink oink.. den earn more money so tat next time we can buy house n car.. hehe..
Sunday, March 27, 2005
♥10:12 PM
went to Hanlong's house tis afternoon before goin to work.. Donny was at his house too.. but i didn't know bout it.. thought they would leave in the morning.. Donny gave me a fright when i enter the gate.. he was laughing horribly at Hanlong's window and i thought tat it was a ghost..
we were all watching Initial D's vcd and chatting.. pester donny ask him wat he's working as but he dun wanna tell me.. he sure think i'm rather annoying cuz the things i know i always pretend dun know and kept making him laugh..
went to Longhouse to eat.. saw my ex-collegue from Philips.. but he dun reconginse me le.. although he's only sitting behind me.. kept on pestering donny ask him treat me lunch but he kept on ignoring me.. haha..
Hanlong was asking donny when Ah-beng will have his the other half and donny starts wit his human 大道理.. saying about fate n everything..
suddendly, he ask Hanlong when are we getting married.. and he told him tat we already engaged! hahaha.. so Donny juz kept quiet.. went back to his place, change my clothes to go work.. he called me 老婆~ OMG.. and he sort of propose to me, ask me to marry him.. haha.. i ask him back wat he think and he say no.. so i told him, i wan things the old fashion way.. i wan flower & ring and he juz laugh.. but it's really sweet of him to make my day better..
hug him, told him i dun like tis job and he hugged me real tight.. he said no choice, if only he's working, i won't need to do tis.. he also promise me tat he will support me in future.. so sweet of him =) he sms me and ask me if i reach home from work liao not.. 1st time.. he was asking me y i slept so early ytd and y i sleep liao still will call him back.. say i very good gal.. hehe..
Friday, March 25, 2005
♥9:35 PM
Hanlong msg me last nite around 4+ am.. he sms me, 'sorry oink oink.. make u cry today hor.. i reach hm le.. night night k.. muackzzz... Hug hug u... always love ya... :) ' saw it in the morning and my heart melted immediately.. he's been messaging me love me and so on..
called him and he ask me wanna go over to his place or not.. told him i will reach around 2pm but he said too late but tried to leave hm early.. ask him if he wanna wait for me at bus-stop or not and he said ok.. but i reach even before he came, so i juz walk up myself.. he happen to be walking down and surprisingly, upon seeing me, he help me carry my bag.. touched..
he shown me his sec sch pic's and the letter which his godma wrote to him.. before leaving his place, he ask me who he is to me and i asked him back the same and he told me his my dear dear.. =)
he gave me a kiss before i board the bus.. so sweet of him~
he was telling me tat his friends lawrence ask him, 'hey, ur gf from wat country de huh? china huh?' pengz.. n he told him not to say tat in my face as he knows tat i hate being called a china gal.. tat day when i went out wit him, we were wearing sort of like couple clothing and he doesn't mind it at all..
Thursday, March 24, 2005
♥12:36 AM
went for my interview tis morning so mit Hanlong early oso.. but i was angry wit him for not replying my sms last nite.. he insisted tat he did reply me but from the way he reacted, i knew tat he's lying and so i got even more angry wit him.. was in a rather bad mood cause of it..
somehow, i became rather attitude towards him and i dun even respond to him whenever he tok to me.. i know tat he's rather unhappy about it.. but dun know y, i juz can't seems to give in to him by juz smiling back or giving him any reaction..
interview unsuccessful so he suggest watching movie.. on our way to marina, i held his hand but he doesn't dare to hold mine.. mood even more jialat.. i dun even wan to tok to him anymore..
brought the tix and happened so tat he saw his ex's bestfriend.. he immediately went to hide and this made my mood even worst.. i couldn't take it anymore so i asked him, 'Y u scare to see him?' he said he juz dun wanna see him and i ask him y again! he told me tat he's scare later the guy would go and tell his ex and his ex would pester him.. so i ask him, '是不是我见不得人?' i turned my face away from him and was holding back my tears real hard.. but failed..
he saw my tears falling and he got a shock.. he held me to a corner, tried to calm me down by kissing me but i juz push him away.. he have got no idea how hurt i was because of his stupid behaviour all tis while when i'm wit him.. he told me tat it's nt tat i 见不得人, if tat's really the case, he won't even bring me down to TCC to mit his friends.. but i juz couldn't stop crying..
went to the toilet to calm myself down but he's still in shock.. he juz hug and try to calm me down by telling me tat he love me.. but i couldn't react to anything that he was telling me.. i know tat if i starts toking, i would sure question him and cry again.. after 15mins, i really calm down and he tried making me smile..
seeing that i've calmed down, he was telling me tat his heart almost jump out and he have never felt like tat before.. telling me tat i'm the very 1st person tat makes him felt tat way..
went to mit HW for another job interview at jurong.. finally, tis one is successful.. start work tml..
went to 403 see them play bb again.. luckily PY is there to accompany me.. something good was tat i've started toking to his friends. got along well too.. he's rather caring towards me after wat happened today.. worried about how i can go back and watever.. he sees me to the MRT station, worrying tat i won't be able to catch any train back.. surprisingly, he actually kissed me in public and ask me to sms him when i reach home.. tis time round, he really msg me alot of sweet msgs.. =)
i juz hope tat my effort on him all tis month isn't wasted, i juz want him to dote and love me that's it.
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
♥9:31 PM
went over to Hanlong's place tis noon, suppose to buy lunch for him cause dun wan him to kept eating maggie mee.. end up i seems to buy too much things to go his house and my hand almost break.. bought him Mcd, old chang kee and even food for his bro.. the weather was super hot and i need to carry so much things..and when i reach his place, i was being lock out!
took him quite sometime to open the door, made me stand under the sun.. his bro was making me laugh cause he saw me sian sian and tried to entertain me.. cute~ but den we had to leave home before 2.30pm before his stepmum comes home..
we went over to Lower Pierce for fishing and once again, i was asking him regarding his ex-gf stuff.. went to fish for small prawns but i was sitting under the tree as i was feeling giddy.. after tat he came over and ask me why i dun wanna fish.. told him that i'm not feeling well and he hugged me.. <3
he was telling me tat when we are old, wat's our plan for every sunday.. rather glad tat he's already planning things so fast now.. ask him about his family stuff and heard from him tat he's supposed to move out of the house when he turns 21.. it's a agreement tat his stepmum had made before and wat worst was tat his dad dun even disagree wit it!
found out tat he really have got alot of issue wit his family matters.. sometimes i really pity him..
went wit him to TCC and hongwei, wenyong they all kept on calling me 弟妹..aiyo~
he's goin to join the CC's bb training and he was asking me if he's goin to train very often, will i dun wan him.. lol.. instead, i told him, when he's having his training, he would have lesser time for me but he say he won't and said he would accompany me whenever he have his free time..
once again, he wans to take his bike licence and he wanna to buy a bike ASAP.. he told me tat after he have got the bike, he would send me back home.. not like now, i would always need to go back by myself everytime.. ask him if i become fat one day, will he dun wan me and he told me no.. but will ask me go on a diet.. he suddenly tell me, cuz i wan all my gf to be pretty.. but i couldn't hear him and ask him to say again and so he say tat he wans all his gf and his wife to be pretty so tat ppl will compliment on his partner.. so i ask him, have i ever disgrace him infront of his friends? and he told me no.. if not he won't even wanna let me mit his friends..
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
♥10:22 PM
went out wit Hanlong y.day for an interview, after tat we went for a movie.. i asked about jasmine and he told me tat she was his ex-gf, his 2nd gf to be exact.. tok about lots and lots of stuffs about him.. went to cineleisure since he wanna watch movie there.. but doesn't have any movie that i wanna watch so i 撒娇 and say go PS to watch..
watch Son of the mask and after movie, we were shopping in carrefour and i suddenly ask him, so when will it be ur turn to support me huh? and he turn slient.. thought tat he was trying to avoid my ques but he end up telling me i would at least have to wait till he's 25 or 26 since he still need to serve NS.. told him by then i would be old liao.. haha..
went to chinatown had dinner and i was asking him if he's goin to join the sch's bb next semester and he said yes.. told him by then he would have caught alot of attention from other ppl, especially new intakes gals and he was smiling so happily, not knowning tat it's my greatest fear..
ask him if those gals would to take his hp no. from him would he give? and he said yes.. wanted to kill him! so i juz kept silence.. he told me tat he juz wanna know more female friends cause he doesn't hv much female friends.. he ask me tat if he was to be a Star Player in sch one day would i be proud of him.. Of cause i would be proud of that =)
asked him lots and lots of ques regarding him knowing other gals and suddenly he ask me, 'are u very scare tat i would run away?' and so i told him very frankly, Yes.. he was assuring me tat he won't do tat and was asking me if he was in camp would i be like Joanne's friend to go and find other guys while he's in camp.. he too is afraid that i would run away..
went to MacRitchie again.. sat down chit chat and surprisingly, he was telling me alots of things about us and even know where we've been to together, in which i dun even remember at all.. but suddenly i told him, 'you should know tat i cannot be compared to all ur ex-gfs, i have got neither looks nor figure and i know my personality isn't tat good..' but he got serious and told me tat among all his gfs, i'm the best.. =)
also told him tat i dun like him asking me why i call him for and he laugh.. told him about the things i dun like him to ask and tok about to me and he listened..out of the blue, he told me tat he love me!! OMG~
met him today cuz i took his keys home y.day and tis made him climb home y.day nite.. dare not tell him tat the agency ppl called me as i'm scare that they never call him.. but luckily they called him too.. went to his place and accompany him to go for his bb session.. he saw me to the bus-stop and i asked him, 'so when u wanna hv dinner at my place?' but before he even ans, i said, 'think u oso dun dare to go de lah..'
he told me yes.. not now.. he said it's not the right time yet..' but he was asking me would my parents mind me having a younger bf.. asked him again when he wanna go and have dinner at my place but he say not yet.. angry~ so dun bother to tok to him.. he end up telling me something tat really makes me smile.. he was telling tat the reason y he can't go now cause he's too broke.. he wanna go wit something in his hand to mit my parents and he wanna give my parents a shock by telling them he wanna ask for my hand of marriage in his 1st mitting wit them.. haha..
his word really makes my all smile.. but of cause, hope he's capable to do tat..
Sunday, March 20, 2005
♥7:16 PM
was toking to Hanlong in the afternoon but i was outside wit yun and all of a sudden, i asked him, 'if u were to choose between me and ur bb wat will u choose? u sure choose ur bb de rite?' but he told me no.. he will accompany me.. =) ask him cannot go for bb on fri den he say cannot.. haha~ know he's lying liao lah..
he told me tat he wanted to go adam's road to eat today evening de.. lie to me again.. call him juz now and he's said tml den we go out.. he went over to his mum's place for meal again i think.. juz called me ask me wanna go expo see shoes or not but the fair end at 5pm.. aiyo~ how am i suppose to reach there within such short time? somemore he's wit his bro and he's asking me along..
think he wanna get me a pair of shoe tat's y ask me wat size i'm wearing.. no money still wanna buy things for me.. i think end up tml go out oso evening time he will go play his bb again de.. meaning i will go back in evening time again.. sian.. =(
Friday, March 18, 2005
♥10:26 PM
met up wit Hanlong for lunch today.. i was late, he's oso late.. went to sembawang hills for his favourite pig trotter.. after lunch, he said that he wanna go walk walk but i have got no idea where he wanna bring me to.. so i juz follow him blindly, take bus oso blindly..
when we got off and i ask him where are we goin to.. he brought me to Pierce Reservoir for a walk.. once again, there's alot of monkeys around.. we went further in and saw ppl fishing and we sat under a tree to chit chat, the weather was hot but it's still nice sitting under the shade to chat with him..
he asked me y i didn't put his name as dear dear in my hp.. aiyo~
we went out to buy water and went back in again.. then i discover tat the both of us was rather dumb.. we could have walk over from the food center instead of taking a bus.. lol..
while strolling, he was asking me, 'Why did u like me? wat did u like in me?' and i kept on replying him, 'huh? wat? dun know lah..'
he went on asking me do i love him and i ask him back the same ques.. he told me he cannot dun wan me cause i've tied him down..=) sat down and he called donny.. they were chatting and i end up disturbing them in their conversation.. haha.. Donny ask me help him massage and told him tat he's suppose to find Hanlong's maid instead of me.. haha..
went over to his place, waited for him to get change and go for his bb game.. once again, i followed him to TCC.. he's broke and he ask me support him.. haha.. so i asked him back, 'so when u wanna 养我?' and he told me, 'next time we get married of cause is i support u mah.. silly..' <3
also saw the serious side of him when he's playing his bb game.. told him i wanna go back home around 8+pm cause very sian.. told him i'm very very hungry and somehow, he gave me a very heart pain look and ask me if i wanna eat at the cafe there.. but since he's not eating i oso dun eat.. but he wans me to at least eat a 包 before goin back home and told me cannot make his baby hungry.. so i muz eat more..
he gave me a kiss before i board the bus =)
Thursday, March 17, 2005
♥10:23 PM
took bus home today and Hanlong dragged me to MacRitchie walk walk.. not too bad.. asked him why he y.day so late den go back home and also ask him why tat day so late den call me.. And he finally admitted tat he was actually chatting wit his friend on the phone.. got angry and said, 'oh.. now friend more important den me liao lor, dun wan me liao huh..'
he said no and apologise to me.. he's asking me to go chalet wit him on april 1.. ask him if he's fooling me in advance and he say no.. he ask me to join his bb friends for the chalet.. he also told me the story tat donny told him.. hear liao at least i know tat Hanlong still would protect me when his friends mention about me.. they wanted to do something silly during the coming chalet, in which all gals will kena.. haha..
ask him why he every nite so late den go home and he told me he go find other gals.. asked him not to touch me cause he very 'dirty' lol~ we were laughing away.. he always say i 'sot' everytime say all tis funny things.. haha..
he was planning wat to do during chalet but i kept telling him nonsense things ask him to drink my drink before i drink in case donny really dope those drinks.. lol~
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
♥9:36 PM
called Hanlong last nite and he told me tat he will call me back when he reach home.. so i waited for his call, wait till i fall asleep.. he ended up calling me at 2am! my goodness~ wat was he doin within tat 2 hr? wanted to ask him but i'm too tired.. so he gave me a kiss and ask me go back to sleep.. hehe..
he reach sch real early today.. so early tat he could go la kopi before goin to class.. went out to jurong point today during lunch break and he was asking me have i ever went to Soup resturant to eat before.. told him no, and he promise me tat he would bring me there to eat when he have money.. sat on weiyuan's car, my goodness.. real scary.. super fast driver.. even Hanlong got a fright.. haha.. should have sat on Ray's car instead..
on our way back to sch, Weiyuan tailgate a car and they were racing on the highway! my goodness.. i was so frighten tat i need to fasten my seat belt! and my whole hand turn cold, my face was all red.. haiyo~ once enff liao.. too much excitment kills.. seems like real life initial D..
was being chased out of class cause we were all late for class.. for the 1st time ah!! den accompany Hanlong go AMK walk walk and help to buy raymond's thing.. went to eat porridge, but i never eat.. too full liao.. he feed me a meat ball, told me not to say tat he never treat me gd..
i laughed and ask him back, 'wah.. ur 'good' is only a meat ball ah? lol..' he was laughing and he told me very seriously, '我是真的要对你好的..' i was rather touch when i heard tat of cuz.. he told me tat i can't go to his house cause his stepmum is doin crazy things on him again.. den bo bian, dun go lor..
he called me in the evening and i ask him why he so early go out for bb game liao and he told me his stepmum start her nonsense again so he had no choice but to go out early to avoid her nagging.. accompany him to chat till his friends reach.. he told me tat he need to hang up the phone if not his friends will start saying tat he flirt around again.. erm..
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
♥9:18 PM
was angry wit lihan today for toking nonsense infront of me and Hanlong.. got so pissed off! saw Hanlong's friend James when we were about to leave sch and heard James saying, 'i not like u hor.. got her liao den change liao..' felt paiseh and walk off..
he ask me accompany him take bus home today but i didn't cause the journey very long somemore i beri tired.. When we were in Ray's car, i gave him a slap.. lol.. scare he angry so sms him on my way back home..
told him my stomach pain and felt like vomiting.. he called back and ask me am i pregnant.. lol! told him yes and he say go abortion.. kao~ scolded him.. ask him if he were in my shoe, wat would he do and he told me tat he will give birth to it.. wat a confuse person he is.. haha..
Monday, March 14, 2005
♥9:46 PM
tok to Hanlong last nite and when i call him, he was at his mum's place.. he really went over for dinner.. haha.. but he need to take cab home cause beri late liao.. from his voice, could sense tat he's gonna fall sick again he sounded real tired.. haiz.. this poor boy~
but glad tat even though he's tired, he still tok to me before goin to bed..
make him see the blue black on my knee cap cause i got hit when i was at his place last week, quite serious.. told him bout it last nite but he dun believe tat it's that serious till he saw it himself..
he accompany me to YCK and surprisingly, he gave me a kiss in train.. OMG~ got a shock..
was telling him, '你要负责 hor.. 是你弄得 leh..' and he told me he will take responsibility.. hahaha~ didn't go to his place today since he's sick and went back to sleep.. he called me in the evening when he woke up and i ask him, 'if one day i become like ur stepmum like tat wat will u do?' he told me tat he will pack his bag and if we got children, he will bring the child along..
so he asked me not to behave tat way.. i told him tat i wanna be housewife but he say cannot.. he say muz work to save money so tat next time old liao den can 享福.. haha.. but i told him tat if he got business next time, i'll help him handle account at home instead.. haha~ and he say ok.. his intention of getting me to study business course for him is still in his mind.. but tat is one thing i really really cannot fulfill for him ba..
Sunday, March 13, 2005
♥3:41 PM
tok to Hanlong last nite, had 2 missed call before calling him back.. think he got abit worried? so the 1st thing he asked me when i call back was, 'have u reach home?' and asked me how did i manage to go back.. told him tat i love tat place alot and ask him to bring me there someday.. but he was having his mahjong game so he didn't really concentrate on toking to me..
surprisingly, didn't hear any 'comment' from his friends when he was toking to me..
Saturday, March 12, 2005
♥11:50 PM
Hanlong called me tis morning around 7am but i was still sleeping like a pig.. he sounded so awake! i ask him he no need to sleep izzit and he told me tat he misses me (heart melt).. ask him again y he no need sleep n he told me tat he misses me so he wanna call me before he goes to bed.. ask him where he went last nite and he told me he went marina..
thinking tat he for sure go arcade play game again and i got abit angry.. but i never ask cuz i'm too sleepy.. called him back at 12pm disturb him from his sleep.. hehe.. at noon he called me again and i ask him got anyhow spent money not since he's beri broke now and he told me no.. =)
went to HANGOUT for Carina's b'day.. nice place.. really love it so much, so romantic & cosy.. Hanlong called and i told him i dun know hw to go back home cuz the place to ulu liao.. no cab come it also and he got worried and gave me lots of suggestion.. <3
he's goin to his friends place for mahjong le.. everyday stay outside.. aiyo..
Friday, March 11, 2005
♥11:47 PM
tok to Hanlong last nite and he told me he's now real broke cause he paid his hp bill and now only left wit 20+ tat would have to last him for a week.. somemore tis week the place he work dun need workers and he's even more broke.. we tok about sch work and he ask me to work hard cause muz go poly study business course for him.. den suddenly say, '你不是要嫁给我的咩' i was rather shock and surprise tat he would say such things to me..
mit up wit Hanlong today but i was late.. dun care lah.. everytime oso i wait for him.. let him wait once in a while.. hehe~ but communication breakdown again.. told him wait at last cabin but he waited at 1st cabin.. wore the black shirt wit holes and a spag top inside.. but he dun like it.. he say auntie.. pengz.. so tat makes me abit no mood..
went to bugis today.. bought lots of things.. went to get my foundation since it's having offer.. i squat down to find my foundation and when i stood up, he was grabing my hand.. didn't felt anything wrong at first.. it was after sometime later did he ask me if i know y he suddenly grab my hand when i stood up juz now.. he told me tat there was 2 sec sch gal and one of them suddenly took out her hp and wanna approach him, ask him for his hp no. but when they saw tat he grab my hand, she suddenly walk away.. hahaha.. i was laughing away.. didn't know tat still got gals do such things now..
so in the bus, i ask him, if the gal really ask you for ur no. will u give her? and he said no.. den ask him if is a pretty gal leh.. den he told me yes.. but oso know as friend only.. i told him, pretty gal den u give izzit and he say no lah.. it's like giving me some assurance..
went to his place but short while later, he went to his ball game again.. i told him i wanna go oso and he say go lor.. but can tell tat he dun wan me to go de..
stubborn enff, i insist on goin and insist on staying till very late.. upon reaching, his friends were teasing him, 'wah.. change ball again ah..' -_-" dun like hearing such comment but i dun bother oso.. treat them as small kids, childish.. after tat he came over and tell me, 'now u know y i ask u not to come le mah..' left around 9+pm..
went to toilet to change back to my own clothes.. when i came out, he was waiting outside the toilet and he ask me to wear his t-shirt back.. i got a shock as i thought he wanna ask me to take back home to wash.. but he ask me to wear it now instead.. asked him why and he told me cuz my clothes too '暴露' liao.. pengz.. i got abit piss off when he told me tis cuz i dun find it revealing in anyway.. so i told him i dun find it '暴露' at all.. but he insisted tat i wear the t-shirt and told me tat there's a lot of guys and he dun like ppl looking at me.. haha.. no choice, wore the t-shirt till i reach bus stop den i took it out again.. bth him ah..
ask him go over to his mum's place tis few days for meal cuz he broke oso.. haha.. and he told me tat's excatly wat he's planning to do and we laughed.. he told me tat i seems to know wat he's thinking.. hehe..
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
♥10:44 PM
ask him to change hp wit me, juz wanna know he will exchange anot.. he say ok ask me when wanna change and i told him immediately.. he say cannot and i got angry.. haha.. was on the bus den he walk to the upper deck.. no choice so i had to walk up oso.. he ask me to go eat wit him as he wanna eat his 猪脚醋..
but i kept on pestering him tat i wanna eat sushi!! so he bobian bring me to thomson plaza eat sushi.. but oso end up eating foodcourt.. haha.. went to his place nua and he was mentioning tat he wanna buy car again.. he plan tat he and me work so tat we can gong the car together.. his bro came in and tok to me.. i dun know wat he was toking to me about so i juz kept on 'and den? and den?' haha.. end up 7 den leave.. rather late liao so took cab back..
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
♥9:47 PM
tok to Hanlong last nite but only for awhile.. but i oso happy lah.. i oso dun remember wat he told me, only remember asking him if he need me to morning call him or nt..
today during lesson, lihan was asking for lan's hp no. and i told him to get it from Hanlong.. then suddenly i was shouting, 'y did u hv her hp no.???? when did u get it from her??' lihan was laughing away and turn to Hanlong, 'hor hor.. wat did u do huh..' haha.. Hanlong got a shock and he was saying tat my acting skill is getting better and better.. i juz kept accusing him of getting lan's no.
was feeling moody today after sch.. Hanlong gt a shock as i was in total slience all the way till dover.. he didn't dare to ask me oso.. so he sms me ask me why i look so angry.. told him i no mood and he oso never tok to me.. he told me tat he muz balance out, muz tok to my classmate at times too.. muz be fair.. think tat he muz be thinking y am i so possessive ba but it's not really tat ba.. it's juz tat from lesson end till dover he never even tok to me or anything, totally ignoring me.. maybe tat's part of the reason i no mood..
something nice was tat he kept on making me laugh in his sms.. told me alot of nonsense.. then reach home le ask me call him.. he was telling me tat he's not able to provide good life for me and i will have to suffer wit him.. he said he cannot give me wat other guys are able to give me.. i went slience.. he said tat he cannot provide maid for me and i will have to walk to the market myself and do the marketing for him.. need to ownself wash clothes n everything.. i wanted to ask him back am i the sort of person tat only wan to enjoy gd life in his eye.. but i didn't.. cuz i didn't speak up and he somehow know tat i'm angry.. den turn his words again, somehow makes me felt like i'm able to be a good wife for him in future =)
Monday, March 07, 2005
♥10:00 PM
wow.. it's been a week since i last wrote anything.. comp broke down and i had got so much to say.. but can't remember much.. was toking to Hanlong on 02/03 and suddenly told him this, 'u cannot 不要我 leh..' to my surprise, he actually told me back the same thing too.. <3
went for my chalet for my b'day celebration.. its was nice.. hope everyone enjoy themself too.. Hanlong was there to help out even on the 1st nite and he saw my parents.. luckily my parents didn't mention much about him.. but i think he's abit nervous.. haha.. on sat, he helped out for my bbq n everything.. help me entertain my friends too.. so Lihan tease him saying tat he became a PR tat nite.. had to go around entertaining my friends for me..
he oso did behave himself infront of my dad.. tat's wat i heard from my classmates.. think he oso scare ba.. on sunday, he ask me did my parent say anything about him.. haha.. everything was fine ba.. enjoy myself, receive lots of presents too.. for once, he dare to be closer to me infront of his friends..
went to Hanlong's place today and he was telling me tat he wanna buy car and ask me to go work so tat next time can help him gong his car oso.. haha.. tat day he was asking me, 'if i go NS ah.. will u run away??' surprise.. he scare i run, i scare he run.. saw a Elle slipper tat day, told him i like it and he wanted to buy for me.. but suddenly he said cannot.. he say if give me shoe mean dun wan me..
he told me tat jean was very nice looking and cute.. got jealous.. told him i would give him her HP no. and he ended up scolding me siao.. he got angry.. cuz i kept on mentioning the same thing to him.. n he dun like me keep pushing him to another gal..
he told me not to go outside find another guy, ask me dun go 鬼混 and i told him back the same thing too.. he even ask me to work hard for my studies and ask me go study business so tat ca help him manage his business in future.. haha..
