Emo little miie

Thursday, July 28, 2005

♥10:00 PM

thick lips

coin stuck on my ear..

~my bao bei lao gong~

cow? lol.. coins in nostrils..

picture wit piggy

my turn

Happen to see wenyar's testimonial y.day nite and got a shock.. saw a post by a gal name Iris and she wrote tat lao gong was his ex-bf.. i was in total lost.. call lao gong immediately but he didn't ans.. after tat he called back and i ask him about it but not directly.. he was surprise by wat i asked oso.. he knows tat i sound rather upset and told me tat the person was none other den Meiling.. but still i feel upset cuz she wrote this, 'he really hurt us..' lao gong promise me tat he won't do anything to hurt me.. hopefully~

bike return y.day nite.. lao gong went out and came back home only at 5am! gt angry wit him cuz sms him around 1+am but he didn't tell me tat he reach hm liao not which made me worried, afraid if anything happen to him.. still cannot slp well whenever he tells me tat he's goin out on bike..

he saw his hp y.day nite but didn't took it back.. it's in a very bad condition.. GY never take gd care of it so now need to change everything and even hv to service the phone..

lao gong never fetch me from sch 2day =( think he's really tired so never ask him to come.. after miting him den did he tell me tat he only got hm at 5am! say wanna go balastier eat, but end up eating at yoshinoya.. watched movie, Red Candy.. too bored le den sat down n relax.. took those pics.. lao gong laugh till his tears came out.. lol.. he said tat my expression was too hilalous le.. hehe..

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

♥9:46 PM

Lao gong came over to my place y.day noon.. it's been so long since he last came.. Mum told him the thing when he reach home.. watched VCD together and it's nice.. but he left around 6.50pm for training again..

had breakfast wit lao gong juz now.. after tat, we went to thomson plaza to buy vcd.. but i cry, he wanna ride me to thomson plaza but i dun wan.. he was angry wit it.. ask him not to be angry and he told me he wasn't.. but i knew he was.. after reaching thomson plaza, he's still angry and it makes me felt so bad.. told him, 'dun be angry le mah.. dun make me cry..' he tot i was joking.. hold back my tears but in the end, i still cry and he felt bad about it.. bought Meet The Fokers and went his place to watch.. after tat went to eat at long hse.. ask him is he fetching me from sch tml and he told me yes and we will be goin to balestier for ba chuo mee.. lol..

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

♥11:15 AM

Went for movie today.. watch The Island, not bad.. but lao gong made me waited for him for 30mins.. he juz reach hm when i called him and i was angry wit him.. but he explained to me why.. lao gong told me tat his dad will be passing over the business at bali to him after he complete his NS as tat's the only investment tat his dad had without his step-mum's knowing.. his dad will be bringing him over to bali one of these days to let him know wat they are doing.. his dad ask him to do the business properly and if possible ask him to migrate to bali wit me.. wat's goin to happen when lao gong goes overseas? i'm goin to cry..

during movie, saw 2 young couple, sec sch students, 1 pair beside us, the other infront of us.. but i think i was paying more attention to them more den the movie ba.. (kpo) was seeing wat they were doin.. lol.. something funny happened.. after the movie ended, the pair of couple infront of us were still kissing! lol~ think they hv got no idea tat the movie ended liao ba.. still kissing.. wahaha.. luckily there's only 4 ppl tat saw it.. haha..

went bugis for shopping and dinner.. had dinner at pasta mania.. lao gong was the one tat bought the most thing and me, empty handed! saw a diamond ring tat cost $15000+ told him i wanted and his eyes were @_@ lol~

His mum called him and tok to him and for something i heard, his mum told him to stop changing gf.. lol.. tried on some clothes let lao gong see.. he like those but i didn't buy and he got angry.. he knows tat i love it but still dun buy.. went to eat smelly tofu.. faintz~ smelly! at first while eating everything was fine.. lao gong saw me hm.. =) something bad happened in the middle of the nite.. i was too full and around 3+am i woke up and found tat i'm still feeling bloated.. walk to the toilet and i started vomiting! all due to tat smelly tofu! HATE IT! makes me felt so sick.. skip sch the next day.. still felt like vomiting in the morning..

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

♥9:13 PM

the tired lao gong.. way back to his hse~

Went py's chalet on fri nite.. nice and it's so big.. bungalow type, so cheap somemore.. but one thing bad about it was tat it doesn't hv any shops around there.. we were hungry around 3+am.. told lao gong about it and having no choice, he decided to cycle out to downtown east to buy maggie mee back.. so nice of him =) he, WY & Deric cycle out together.. leaving only me, buddha and py's bro in the living rm.. while waiting, i almost fell asleep.. wanted to watch tv to stay awake.. buy they were playing PS so dun dare to speak up oso.. around 4am, they came back.. yeah~ food's back.. but sleepy le.. lao gong was sweating so badly.. cook 2 big pots of maggie mee wit hotdog and crab stick.. yummy.. all went to slp after eating.. around 4.50am ba.. all tired but luckily stil got bed for us.. hehe..

lao gong didn't really slp much and he can't slp b'cuz of those 'engine' sound tat the guys made.. lol.. py's mum made breakfast for us but i ended up cooking maggie mee for lao gong as lunch cuz he miss breakfast.. noon time, all of us decided to rent bike to cycle but, buddha, the 1 & only 1 tat dun know hw to cycle spoilt our plan.. we decided to teach him hw to cycle so that we can go out as a grp.. frm 1pm teach till 4+pm he only know hw to cycle straight line.. so me and lao gong cycle to pasir ris park together.. fun fun fun.. but gotten abit of sunburn and my face was red!

lao gong went back home at 5+pm for dinner wit his dad and some business partner.. i was alone but luckily still got the rest for company.. the catering food were delicious! i had no idea hw many round of serving i had.. all the dishes were nice and i ate alot of satays.. wahaha.. (wonder hw much weight i gain within tat day)

lao gong came back to the chalet around 9+pm, juz b4 PY cut the cake.. manage to took pics oso.. my sunburn was bad and when ah-beng came, he tot tat i was drinking.. my face was hot and i was in a bad temper cuz of tat.. lao gong coax me cuz he wan me to apply the hazeline but i refuse.. leaving with no choice, he ask PY to persuade me.. all her friends left and we started our bbq at 12+am.. wow~ eat again.. help PY to pack up some of the things and went to slp around 3am.. but tis time round, no bed! slept on the floor wit lao gong and gt bodyache the next day.. lol~
after leaving the chalet, went back to lao gong's place to slack.. left around 4+pm.. home sweet home..

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

♥5:16 PM

my unhealthy lunch.. chocolate donut & bubble tea~

my retard class.. can u c zhu tuo mei shoulder? lol~

Went to find lao gong y.day evening and had dinner together.. but was rather boring as he have training tis whole week.. felt so left out sometime that i actually lost to a BALL! lol.. but forget it lah, maybe tis will make lao gong pamper me even more when we go out together..

lao gong took me for a short ride on the bike and i was screaming away even before he started moving off.. he was laughing and the ppl there were all laughing at me.. so paiseh.. got off the bike but lao gong ask me to sit up again.. so pluck up my courage and went along.. hugged lao gong so tightly, dun even dare to open my eyes.. had a boring day at sch today.. brought lunch for lao gong juz now and fri is his last day of work le.. but today is payday for him..hehe~

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

♥2:29 PM

sian at home.. tried on sis's clothes.. lol..

stop taking my pic!

ginger's cold~

had a little quarrel wit lao gong y.day.. think i oso stupid, ask him to go after me again.. he got angry, so angry tat we both gave attitude..

i know i was at fault oso so i bought him lunch and brought it to his work place.. before tat, lao gong called me when i was in the bus and he sounded sweet again.. think he oso know he's attitude ba.. ask me where i was and i told him i'm on the way to deliever lunch to him.. he was happy and ask me if i hv umbrella or not as it was pouring so heavily y.day..

went and lao gong gave me a big hug upon seeing me.. he said tat he really didn't pamper the wrong person afterall =) but he also said tat he was angry when i ask him to go after me again.. he say he wans to marry me liao, wat for ask him to do such things.. stayed there till 3pm.. lao gong promise to reach hm before 11pm and he did.. which means i will hv to act like a pig in front of him cuz of our bet.. didn't went to sch today, sleepy.. having bad dreams last nite so slept quite late.. mum came in in the morning and started nagging at me.. i hate it.. it's a bad thing to start the day and i got scolded the whole day.. lao gong took GY's bike y.day nite and ride to work juz nw.. think he's falling in love wit bike..

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

♥1:58 PM

Went for a game of mahjong y.day afternoon.. it was fun~ but abit sian at times cuz they keep on toking bout NS life.. but nvm lah.. so long den mit them up once.. never expect them to ask me to go oso.. won 6 round at one shot, beginner's luck wahaha.. yongzhi kept on kena scold by me cuz he's like stone stone like tat.. wahaha.. miss my sec sch days.. went to Toa Payoh CC to watch lao gong's bb match.. it was a exciting match and they had overtime, see till i oso wanna sweat.. very gan jiong.. but both me and peiyun were gossiping away.. lol.. we were like 2 crazy women kept on laughing n laughing.. luckily, lao gong score a 2 point shot on the very last min tat manage to pull the score silghtly further.. woo hoo~ machiam star player when he score tat important shot.. so proud of him =)
they've gotten 3rd place and went to eat zhi char wit them.. about 20 ppl.. some brought gf along and of cuz, those lao jiao, ah-beng, donny & andrew.. everything cost around $160, sponsered by CC.. hehe.. but only sponser $150.. the rest plus drink the auntie give..

went home late.. reach home around 12.15am.. share cab wit the auntie as she's staying yishun too.. wanted to leave earlier but auntie ask me to wait and assure lao gong tat she will see tat i get into the lift before she leave.. lol.. tok to lao gong till 2am cuz he went hm late oso.. all of a sudden, he said, 'bao bei, i love you..' i was so touched.. although he always tells me tat but y.day one was a very sincere love you~ he told me tat he was very glad tat i got along wit all his friends so well especially ah-beng and donny cuz they like to critisce ppl and they can't get along well wit all his ex's..
lao gong thank me for being so supportive wit him all tis while while he was so bz wit work and BB and i always make the effort to go look for him and bring him nice food =)

He oso mention tat he wanna buy a ring and ask me to marry him.. wahahaha.. lao gong goin to lend his friend $100 cuz he lose $3000 in soccer bet.. i was angry wit him intially.. was thinking, u can't even help urself y u still help others?? but after telling me wat happened, i pity tat guy oso.. tat guy cried when toking to lao gong.. lao gong got soft hearted.. forget it lah.. as long as he return den ok lor..

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

♥8:16 PM

Lao gong had his bb match last sunday and they won.. but last nite match, they lost.. immediately after the match, lao gong went back to TCC to train again.. he already told me before hand tat he won't hv any spare time to accompany me.. i knew it and i didn't pester him oso.. went back myself and he didn't realise tat till he ask one the his friend's gf where i went to..

went out wit christina on monday.. his friend kumar was there too.. first time miting him and to my surprise, he told me something.. 'aiya.. sure break de lah..' i acted normal upon hearing but in actual fact, i'm so scare tat there's tears in my eyes le.. he know some palm reading.. i was feeling so scare along my way to mit lao gong in the train.. so scare tat i've started to blacked out.. wanna cry but it's public..

luckily, lao gong called me and all of a sudden, i forgotten about the matter.. saw lao gong and i immediately gave him a big hug, afraid of losing him.. we went to watch Fantastic 4.. was feeling too upset about it so i told lao gong wat happened.. he didn't really scold me but i know he doesn't like me listening to wat other ppl says.. to make me feel better, he told me tat we'll go spend the money to register and get married since i'm so scare.. =) but wat kumar mention was tat i will be the one that would hv a change of heart instead of lao gong..

Went to lao gong place y.day and we spent some time together.. after tat lao gong send me to SSDC, lesson ended early today so went to find lao gong, ask him to wait for me outside his door.. when i reach, he got angry and ask me y i haven reach yet and i told him tat i'm at the door liao.. think he's too sleepy liao ba.. tat's y abit angry wit me.. i'm oso at fault, 9+am call him and disturb him from his rest.. saw lao gong at work today.. he's so bz.. but there's a kind of charm on him watching him work..

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

♥3:48 PM

Went to bee peng's b'day bbq y.day nite.. and i was so freaking angry! all b'cuz of a stupid gal! and tat stupid gal is none other den HUIYUN! i was passing the present to BP and out of courtesy, i mention saying tat, "juz a small gift, nothing expensive but it's a kind of tot.." den tis stupid gal came out and say this, ' ur gift is really small and cheap hor.. i went to check the present u bought for me.. it was real cheap lor! do u know how much i spent for ur gift? i dun care, i demand for a second presnt!' f**k! wat's worst was tat she was telling me tat infront of her friends! although i dun know them but dun she felt a slight paiseh for mentioning tat? she mention tat she went to check the price of the gift tat ppl bought for her! and even demand tat i have to buy a more expensive gift back! wtf! isn't gift juz a tot? seems like it's a price to her! she organise a chalet to earn money izzit?

went to return her the gift's money to her mum juz now.. she sms me ask me am i angry wit her! fu*k! told her to expect wat will happened when she wans to say such a thing! she apologise, ask her dun bothered to and she ask again if i'm angry, told her for goodness sake, dun ask stupid ques.. she say tat she dun need the money and wan to return it to me by passing it back to me at my hse.. ask her dun bothered to! wat i given out it's ur! watever u wanna do to it is ur own prob!

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Friday, July 08, 2005

♥6:45 PM

Y.day was lao gong's off day.. (finally) waited so long for his off day.. wanted so badly to spend a longer time wit him and at long last, went his place.. brought him lunch from sch.. he misses the mixed vege rice.. his dad was hm and asked me to go drink the barley which he boiled.. we went out not long after staying.. went bugis to buy his tatic board and went back to my hse for dinner.. but he had to leave around 8+pm cuz he need to mit up wit his team-mate to discuss the tatics for sunday.. hugged him so tightly, couldn't bear to let him leave so early.. sweet enff, lao gong gave me alot of kisses before he left.. ^^

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

♥7:59 PM

Tok to lao gong last nite over wat i heard in 音乐日记.. i was telling him tat we have a very same situation as them.. but lao gong told me tat he won't do tat de.. he said tat he really wan to settle down wit me and he felt tat we are begining to settle down already, at least tat was wat he felt and he told me alot more.. there's tears in my eyes again.. i'm so touched by wat he told me.. ask lao gong why he's not jealous when i told him tat there was a guy wanting to know me in sch and he told me, 'jealous for wat? if i so easily jealous, i sure go beat Naeem up liao lor.. he pinch ur face leh.. somemore i hv confident in u lor.. i know u won't do anything to hurt me de lah..' =)

Bought bento for lao gong juz nw, it was nice.. think i end up eating most of his lunch.. wahaha.. lao gong packed some potato chips from his working place.. lol.. luckily we were fast enff.. cuz his boss happened to comes in 5 mins after we 'stolen' his chip.. lol..

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

♥3:56 PM

Went out for dinner wit lao gong and his dad, they went to eat seafood at No Signboard but i was rather pickly lah.. tis dun eat tat oso dun eat.. his dad was surprise tat i dun eat vege and seafood.. think he almost fainted ba.. wahahaha.. nice enff, his dad still ask me wanna order any more things for myself as he saw tat i wasn't eating too much.. reach home around 11.30pm.. his dad drove me back home..
heard the 音乐日记 today morning and was having some deep tots.. her situation was so much like mine, making promises, being each others partner for life.. but ended up, broke off due to time.. i'm so afraid tat time will really make me lose my feeling toward lao gong after hearing the story.. i dun wan tat to happen.. i juz wan us to be happy.. =)

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Monday, July 04, 2005

♥5:30 PM

Had dinner at Fish & Co. wit lao gong on sat, celebrated our 4th month together.. it was nice and it's been quite sometime since i last went there.. after tat went to Suntec to shop.. reach home around 11.45pm.. was rather late but surprisingly, mum didn't call me or anything.. after knowing who i went out wit, she stop calling me even when i haben reach home before 11pm.. hehe~ lao gong sent me home, so nice.. wanted to take pic on my hp but forgotten =(

We were both sleeping in the train, luckily lao gong woke up when it's about to reach my place.. if not i think we both will reach JE liao.. wahahaha.. it's been so long since i last slept on lao gong's chest, the feeling was so nice as he was hugging me..

went to find lao gong y.day, he was having a friendly match wit G-net.. they lost, which was kinda expected.. lao gong was sad as he didn't score point cuz no one screen for him to shoot.. he wanted to send me home after tat but luckily, dad was around the place and ask me to wait for them.. save lao gong from sending me back home.. haha.. saw Naeem today in sch and he was asking me y i never eat.. i was like ??? i've been eating so much recently and he said tat i diet till no more butts.. -_-" even said tat why i last time never choose him and choose lao gong.. he tot tat lao gong never feed me eat.. lol.. brought lunch for lao gong juz now.. waited for tat stupid bus for so long.. tot will wait for a air-con bus but end up waited for 3 buses which are all non air-con! faintz~ the whole journey makes me feel so sick~ lao gong was happy that i bought him lunch.. =) took bus home.. n OMG~ i was in a old bus.. a bus that i hv not ride in for dun know how many donkey years! the type of bus wit orange seats and metal handle bar..y does it still exist?? the air-con oso dun know got poison or not.. the smell makes me wanna faint.. so scare, dun know got cockroach or not ..

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