Emo little miie

Friday, January 30, 2009

♥1:11 PM

Had dinner at relative's hse ytd nite.. it's fun to Lo Hei wit so many ppl! end up, vege all over the table.. lol~

Had Buddha Jump Over The Wall.. food was nice.. but the pineapple tart is even nicer!! took some pics but i dun know where it is..

the whole hse was filled wit voices n little princess was a darling.. so many ppl carry her n she didn't cry except when she sees VIV! lol~ poor biao yi..

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

♥10:32 PM

初二

I tot i would hv a nice day to start wit since i'm anticipating 'something'..

But when it all happen, it's like a nightmare to me.. i've been keeping quiet almost the whole day.. can hardly hear me speak.. all i do was sit there and smile like a fool..

Maybe it was already a mistake rite from the start to even ask tat stupid ques!

Everything juz ended up in quite a unpleasant way for me.. tat's wat i felt like.. sat behind, looking at the reflection.. thinking, reflecting.. tears was close to dropping but i controlled..

No more next time.. it's a final gd bye~ dun asked me wat exactly happened.. dun felt like toking bout it..

ps: saw alot of ppl whom i didn't get to see for quite sometime.. =)

The End ♥

Monday, January 26, 2009

♥11:27 PM

~Happy Niu Year All~

Reunion dinner at hm ytd on nye.. i ate ALOT! lol.. i think tis happen to alot of us.. after dinner, i open up those goodies on the table!

Mum was looking at me den she say, 'so fast open again? tml den new year..' lol.. but i'm always the 1st to open those stuff and i'll eat non stop.. princess would always be looking at me eat all the time~ think she's goin to be a little mousy juz like me!!

Eat n eat!! haha..

Went to chinatown ard 1+am wit him and James.. i tot we would be too late to be there.. but actually it was still fine.. juz tat those pineapple tart n stuff were sold out!

Meaning, i didn't get to eat any pineapple tart tis yr!! i swear i'm goin to eat pineapple tart if i see any of it in anyone's hm!

On the way hm, a word from him sounds quite weird.. he mention tis, 'tonite very cold.. later u slp remember to cover blanket ok..'

Ok, however weird it is, i still appreciate the 'concern' from him.. reach hm ard 3am in which i was already rubbing my eyes all the way back cuz of the hazes and my itchy sore eye..

The funny thing is, mum called me at 4.15am! she tot i wasn't hm yet! lol.. i ans the call and told her tat i'm sleeping!! den she was like, 'oh.. kk..' so funny lor.. but after she call, i had difficulty goin back to slp! i slept only 10mins later.. always had difficulty sleeping whenever i'm too tried and being waken up..

As for today, mum woke me up ard 10+am and so i paint my nails as soon as in woke up! but it's all in a mess! n lesson teaches, NEVER PAINT UR NAILS WHEN U DUN HV THE TIME!

after the vegetarian lunch tis morning, we all changed n was getting ready to go out.. princess was cute in her little Chong Sam.. 'cha shao bao, lo mai kai, har gao..' lol.. she looks like a waitress lor.. so cute..

But cny is no longer interesting to me since a few years back.. the places we go to oso very standard.. temple to pray 1st stop for sure! lol.. but still ok lah.. cuz i oso hardly go bai bai tis days liao..

Went to 姑姑 hse today afternoon.. me n viv were discussing bout Mr HK! lol.. sis commented tat we very chatty! lol..

Lucky enff, viv let me paint my nails wit her new nail polish collection! hee~ it's dark brown n suits my dress so well.. lol.. the color is beautiful~ =)

The End ♥

Friday, January 23, 2009

♥5:16 PM

As time goes by, i realised alot of things..

Examples, one actually dun need to dress him/herself up to impress anyone..

You dun need a handsome, rich or pretty partner.. if looking for juz a gf/bf maybe.. but a life partner? a person grows old.. looks will change and u can't turn back time.. the only thing tat doesn't change? A Person's Heart..

Friends? those whom u dun always tok to but yet concern bout u no matter where n wat u do..

But there's certain things tat doesn't need to be spoken.. but sometimes, do show some concern bout them at least once in a while.. cuz some ppl r BLIND! blind on the eyes n heart..

And most importantly, be confident about ownself! confidence gives us the power to do everything! =)

The End ♥

Thursday, January 22, 2009

♥10:59 PM

Mit up wit the ex-classmates from AISS and he's Mr Ronny Fonda.. our very own class chairman whom i hated for 3 yrs! yes.. i never tok to him for 3 gd yrs cuz he bao toh me in class..

He was shocked when i mention to him bout tis.. the only thing he didn't know was tat it's was cuz of tat tat i didn't tok to him.. but he oso know i never tok to him.. lol~ anyway, it's nice to mit them up.. had dinner at Waraku.. Yummy~ had ramen, it dun look nice but it taste so good.. i love the soup~

Went down to Mcd to mit up wit redwan in which he is jenn's favourite! omg~ she is crazy over him! lol~

Well, though i didn't see them for a good 7 years, they are still the same!! behaviour looks n everything~ it's really nice to catch up wit them, toking bout sch life, hw we bully the teachers n all tis stuff..

To my surprise, they requested for a hug before we left i've never hug guy friends b4! but well, it's all juz a friendly gesture.. =)

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009

♥12:37 PM

Totally impress wit myself! i study for 2 hrs again for my BA..

Amazing thing, i can do half the paper confidently! the rest i dun care cuz i know can pass liao.. lol~

Was 1/2hr late for exam cuz i missed the bus! goodness!

Finished my paper ard 6pm and waited for dear to go bugis..

AND! dear told me something in which i was SHOCK! we went for dinner at Yu Kee and den dear told me tis, 'u'll never know who i saw! THY!' n den i was like!!!!!!! WAT??? quick quick!!! finish the rice! i wan to leave! or, lets juz leave!!!

Lol~ ya.. dispute was like years ago.. but, i juz dun wish to see her! spoilt my day when i was in a rather gd mood ytd~

Went bugis street and den dear whisper to me, 'dun turn.. dun turn..' walau.. she was juz standing beside me when i was looking at clothes lor! SIBEI SUAY AR! spoilt my day again..

The End ♥

Saturday, January 17, 2009

♥2:08 PM

the sky at 7.22pm

Notes, coffee & lots of pens!

exam is next week! goodness.. went to study and found 2 hideout! =)

the ppl at starbucks were nice.. n luckliy there wasn't too much ppl there n environment is really great~

The End ♥

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

♥10:05 PM

WAR HV BEING BETWEEN U AND ME! N TATS IT!

KEEP UR DAUGHTER AWAY FROM ME!

I'M GOIN TO TURN A BLIND EYE TO EVERYTHING I SEE!

U HAD BETTA TAKE HER HM!

The End ♥

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

♥3:31 PM

watch tis movie last nite.. my rating? 2/5

It's really boring.. fight from starting to ending! And tony jaa's line is less den 10 words for the whole movie! wat a movie! i think watching red cliff 2 is more worth the money cuz 142min lor.. but i wont watch red cliff cuz it's oso boring to me..

He was nice enff to come n pick me up.. (at least i dun need to mit him at somewhere) i burst into laughter the moment i saw him! cuz he was wearing a low V neck shirt in which i really dun know how to describe.. lol..

So i juz look at him and kept laughing.. he kept asking me is it not nice or wat.. it's nice lah, diff look.. juz tat i'm not very used to seeing him wear something like tat..

We went to causeway point for movie but we have more den 1 hr of free time before the movie starts! we were both so bored so we juz walked around blindly.. went arcade, played some racing game n I LOST BADLY! =( i think i'm still somewhere near the starting point when the whole race end! shit!

So we had 2nd round and tis time round i choose auto car.. sibei paiseh lah.. tis time round betta.. i completed 1 round!

Immediately after the game, we went up for movie but we actually missed out the front part.. the movie is really BORING!

After movie, he called some of them up ask them wanna go in to JB together.. but no one wans to go and when yb knows i'm goin he say he betta nt go.. i think they dun like me.. =(

He drove hm to take his remote while i waited for him in his car.. i sort of almost doze off cuz my eyes hurts and the contact lens is feeling dry!

We went in and wanted to eat before washing the car.. but, no place to park and so he decided to wash car 1st.. we both sat down there to wait and there's very strong cold wind tat kept blowing toward us which makes the both of us shiver! the wind makes me kept yawning and sleepy..

We sat down, didn't really tok much cuz we both were TIRED! den he start poking me.. and i said, 'dun poke poke me ar.. u think u play FB ar? poke n poke..' den a car came in, (sg car) and there's 3 guys in there.. while i was toking to him, he asked me tis, 'why they keep looking at u?' and den i ans him tis, 'i think they looking at u lah.. cuz u wear low V neck.. muwahahah~'

After the car was done, he drove down to the place where we would be eating.. erm.. so 'special' a lorry of food stand n eat.. haha~ it's something special lah.. cuz it's very windy and cold den eat lok lok.. shiok~

We took ALOT of food! And he kept making me eat mushroom n stuff.. 2 person and we ate 19 sticks of lok lok! muwhahaha~ so we both were really full till speechless! when we were about to leave, i happened to walk behind him and he juz moved back and he stepped on my foot TOTALLY!

And i'm like........................... he got alittle angry wit me and so when we got into the car, he told me tis, '我很angry你leh.. 每次叫你不要站在我后面liao..' so i reply him, 'aiyo.. why u angry? you step on me leh.. i'm not even angry why should u be angry leh?' really dun know wat tis man is thinking..

Went to pump petrol and he kept on asking me to stand near him very scare i kena kipnapped.. lol.. there's no one near me at the kiosk lor y kept on asking me to stand near u??? he kept on asking me to eat ice-cream buy bubble gum n stuff.. but i rejected.. so he said, 'why u dun wan? they all come in sure is buy bubble gum de.. y u so funny de?'

Den he say he wan to go loo and i ask him to go while i wait for him outside the cashier there.. but he say dun wan, ask me to go wit him and wait for him outside the loo.. but i say, 'u juz go lah.. here all sg car.. i not scare u scare wat??' but he insisted tat i go along and so i went lor.. stubborn man!

On our way back, i really knocked out.. super sleepy! so i close my eyes and said, 'i'm very very tired..' he said, 'u slp 1st k.. reach liao i wake u up..' and next sec, me, K.O! he sent me back to the car park and den watches me enter the lift before he drives off juz like last time.. it's something really nice of him to do so..

I guess it's the last mit out for us.. cuz i realised there really are things i tot i could forget n let go.. but in actual fact, i actually didn't.. the feeling is not the same anymore..

The End ♥

Monday, January 12, 2009

♥2:09 PM

Went Vivo ytd wanted to do some shopping but ended up i buy all FOOD! dun really like to go vivo cuz i always end up empty handed.. i think i repeated tis word dun know how many donkey times!

We wanted to catch a movie.. but there's only front seats left so we drop the idea.. went to daiso n bought my plaster FINALLY! n some food.. in which i was being commented being a glutton cuz everything i see, i will say, 这个很好吃.. =p

Went for dinner together wit his dad at joo chiat and i made him go a LONG route as i always do.. not purposely de.. he ask me to read map but i think i'm really not gd at it.. he never blame me oso lah.. and he won't scold me cuz i'm not his gf! lol~

His dad and ah-leng were rather surprise to see me and ah-leng was commenting why i bear to cut away my long hair, how much weight i lost.. surprisingly, his dad ordered food tat i wanted and so i had quite a full dinner.. oso, for his sake, i actually ate VEGE & CRAB!!! all for his sake!

After dinner, we dun know where to go to and so he juz drove aimlessly.. was feeling urgent and so he looked for a petrol station for me to pee.. den i suggested goin to Henderson Wave when we were at novena.. i think i juz made him go round and round Singapore ytd..

Had to walk up to the bridge from where we parked and i was complaining all the way up tat i wan to crawl my way up.. lol~ he was telling me, 'later u sure complain tired again!' lol~ yaya.. tat's me.. little bit oso complain~ =p

Finally reach the bridge n WOW! tats my only description.. it's so beautiful!! very windy & cold~ we walked and we were fooling around.. i attempted to throw him over the bridge but he's too heavy for me to carry up! so he forced me to stand near and wanted to do the same thing to me too.. but, nah~ i won't go near~ lol~ had fun there..

After tat we sat down there and the sky looks beautiful~ moon & lots of stars~ =)

Left quite early cuz he wasn't feeling too well but he told me tat he would me mit me next week for movie and after movie he would bring me in to JB for supper.. =)

The End ♥

Friday, January 09, 2009

♥11:26 PM

Juz came back from my date wit dear.. we had dinner at lucky plaza.. cheap n gd~ i had baby abalone wit steam rice, chicken n my favourite scallop!! it oso comes wit a soup n white fungus dessert~ n it only cost $5.50!!!

We walked n shop n went to Gucci where dear spotted a bag she likes n felt like buying n i finally set my eye on the bag i wanted n it cost $1.7k.. dear was saying tat i'm like a tai-tai.. the things i like r always so expensive.. but i really dun know the price till we checked it.. I LOVE IT!!! GUCCI, I'M GONNA GET U!!

Omg~ i simply cant get u out of my head~

My anger is gone now cuz at least the person called and explained.. =)

Staying hm tml.. argh.. boring weekend again.. so sad..

The End ♥

♥5:29 PM

i'm in a freaking BAD MOOD today! and i'm cursing!

The End ♥

Thursday, January 08, 2009

♥10:54 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY~

It's mum's birthday today.. we had dinner at Bottle Tree.. food was great, i'm so bloated now! took pic wit the little princess but she practically close her eyes in EVERY pics n i can't post it! so not co-operative!

It's been quite sometime since i last went out for dinner wit the family.. so it's a rather nice thing to eat together as mum would always let me see the menu n order the food i wanted cause i'm PICKY! =p

Mum was looking at the pics juz now n she commented tis, 'wah! i look so old~' lol~ n yes.. i really realised mum does aged alittle le.. but considering her age, i think she still maintain quite well le.. lol~

He called me tis afternoon when i was on my way to sch.. we chatted for quite a while till i say i wan to hung up cuz i felt like resting and i couldn't hear wat he say properly cuz it's noisy..

Somehow or rather, i managed to get an 'ans' from the thing i wanted to know but i was being commented tat i'm sensitive.. =p

But well, overall conversation is gd.. as he called me when he was driving all the way till he rest on his bed at hm.. =)

As usual, I HAVE CRAVING FOR CHEESE BROWNIE!! i told him bout it too.. yalah.. i'm dropping hints to him lah.. but i think he's juz too dumb to catch it! =x

The End ♥

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

♥10:24 PM

Missed my morning lesson today cuz i'm so tired n lazy to go! And so mei mei n gf kept on smsing me.. in which interrupted my slp alittle..

Went back for the noon class n gf told me tat alot of them is so concern about where i'm at and kept on asking her y i'm not around.. haha~

Throughout my accounting lesson, i kept on toking nonsense to Goh Chin Soon.. lol~ n tat makes gf abit buay tahan of us n she said tis, 'ur 2 really can tok cock hor..' but u think i care? i juz continued to tok cock lor.. at least tat makes my lesson interesting.. unlike toking to u! simply bored me out TOTALLY!

Was waiting for him in sch as he needs to make payment for his paper and i was in class copying the notes from morning's lesson and made crystal wait wit me! lol.. ok.. i'm bad..

Walked over to the rm to look for him and jun an was there too.. the expression tat Jun An gave on his face is DAMN FUNNY LAH! the moment i sat down, he open his eye and ask me, 'u study here???' yes my dear.. dun be SHOCKED can? lol~

We all went for a meal at Alexandra market cuz i miss Avocado ALOT! And when he heard tat i wan to go there, he immediately say, 'NO! CANNOT! DUN WANT!' =(

But he's teasing me as usual lah.. and oso, i think i made a BIG mistake to ask him to go there cuz we met wit something bad and in turn made him in a very bad mood.. =(

Oso i saw something in his car in which i got abit puzzled bout it.. i didn't hv the chance to ask cuz JA was ard.. BUT I'M DEFINITELY GOIN TO ASK HIM ONE OF TIS DAY!

The End ♥

Monday, January 05, 2009

♥5:33 PM

Oh ya.. dear got me tis charm when she went genting.. 友谊万岁.. =)

Didn't really slp well last nite cuz i was studying for the class test.. and so, i've a headache when i woke up tis morning n i COULDN'T find any panadol! so, i sms pt gf ask her bring me panadol but she didn't reply me and so i sms god sis ask her whether is she at hm.. ended up she told me she got LOTS of pills at home.. (cuz she works in a clinic)

Ended up, they both got me panadol.. but i kept sis de cuz hers is nicely pack n i can put it in my pouch in case headache strikes.. having it very often recently..

Was on my way to sch on the bus and i receive a sms from him.. it juz makes me smile to myself like a fool! his sms was kinda like weird to me.. cuz out of the blue he sms me ask me to eat! lolz~ but anyway, it did makes my day betta~ =)

The End ♥

Sunday, January 04, 2009

♥9:53 PM

Firstly, Happy Birthday WT didi~ =)

Met dear up for shopping ytd evening.. it was fun.. we went for dinner 1st at Carl's Jr.. been quite sometime since i last had tat.. while ordering, dear n me were making alot of request to the food.. wan tis dun wan tis n we jam up the queue, make the person confuse over our order too.. haha..

We both were shock when the person gave us 2 LARGE cup for our drink! we went over to get lemon tea n dear was looking at the way i trying to 'squeeze' the lemon into my drink.. n she tried to do it the same way too..

But, there wasn't any taste of lemon! so, dear ask the person to slice us 3 lemon instead! i was shock!! n it took the person quite sometime to get the lemon to us.. And to find out tat they actually slice 1 whole lemon for us! lol~

After dinner, we begin to walk around but it's seems rather boring.. so we went to Novo to look at shoes cuz dear know i own novo's shoes.. n we ended up each buying a pair of shoe at a very affordable price.. muwahaha~

We walked over to suntec den dear start spending money! went cotton on and she bought 2 pairs of shorts.. we went to played a game n our compatibility is 37%!! lol~ suntec is boring for us too.. den dear suggested we walk over to bugis cuz she wanna go bugis street..

We had ice cream on our way to bugis.. ended up, i gotta finish the ice cream i choose alone again! =( next time i think i juz eat watever others choose cuz tis is the 2nd time it happen to 2 diff ppl liao..

Dear was looking for the OPI nail color tat i applied on my hand.. BUT, i dun know the exact color of the one i had! but i think those ppl r really smart too.. they know the color as soon as dear show them my nail color.. finally manage to get it n dear was so happy..

Gotten myself a dress.. but i kinda regret! cuz i felt tat the spag dress seem nicer.. but haiz.. already paid for..

Quite enjoy my trip wit dear cuz we would always cling on to each other arms, laugh n joke as we walk.. miting dear again next fri after her work for dinner.. shall see wat other clothes i'm able to get!

Erm.. i suddenly felt like saying tis, i really wanna tks the friends i had wit me all tis while.. tks for not giving up on me when i fell down.. tks all of ur for giving me all the support i needed.. tks for accompanying me..

Was feeling alittle emo today.. juz a little.. juz alot of flash back.. but i'm ok~ i promised myself not to cry anymore and i guess i'm doin well.. i hold back my tears on several occasion.. i dun wan my tears to start flowing down..

Was being asked of tis ques on msn a few mins ago, "how's you & hanlong?"

I juz stared at the window for awhile thinking of how to reply.. and all of a sudden, i come to realise tis, i really dun hv a ans for tis que.. i really dun.. wat shd the ans actually be like? Nothing.. Good.. Not In Contact.. wat shd it be? i guess only him hv the ans to tis que.. n i guess i wouldn't really wanna know wat his ans is.. =)

The End ♥

Friday, January 02, 2009

♥11:14 PM

Hv ur ever dreamt of a person for a few continuous nite?

I did.. i dreamt of a particular person for 4 continuous nite.. yes 4!

Was watching a drama today and a phrase juz caught my attention.. it juz seem like the things i done.. alot of ur(close ones) knows how the past few mths hv been for me and ur saw for urself how i went thru all the pain, the cries and oso all the stupid things i've done..

Although all the things done may cuz ur to be pek cek wit me.. but at least i know i tried.. i gave it my best shot.. i did everything i could.. EVERYTHING!! sometimes at nite i even think it's juz stupid of me to do all those things..

But i didn't regret anything tat i've done.. cuz i know i've tried doin things to amend it instead of leaving it alone.. although i did all tis alone w/o being appreciated, i still felt happy bout it as i hv the courage to at least try..

Was having a drink wit Jac juz now.. she tells me words tat 'wakes' me up.. =) and oso one particular thing she told me which i find it so true.. 'When u start the 1st day of the year happily, the whole year would be great for u..'

I VIVIDLY remember my 2008 Jan 1st was bad! cuz we quarrel tat day! And the whole year is freaking suay for me! lol~

And tis yr Jan 1st was rather ok for me.. he called me ytd and bring smiles to my face.. i juz smile when i was on my way walking back home.. =p

I admit tis smile is something really quite long lost to me.. it's been awhile since i had such a smile on my face ever since like 4 yrs back?

Anyway, i'm so full after eating the toast.. miting dear for shopping tml, looking forward to it~

The End ♥

Thursday, January 01, 2009

♥1:50 PM

Hi all~

HAPPY 2009!!!

Wat a year for me in 2008! LOTS OF UP AND DOWN, LOTS OF TEARS..

I wish for something good ahead for myself and the one i care for~

Was telling Jac, 'y x'mas so many ppl msg me den new year hardly anyone huh?' lol~

But nvm.. it doesn't really matter to me.. i receive the 2008 last call from Miss Christina Chong and the 1st 2009 call from Mr Raymond Sim.. it's so good to receive call from Raymond.. cuz we promise to 'love and care' for each other.. lol..

Anyway, i wish ur all hv a great year ahead~

It's gonna be a new start for me~ whew~

The End ♥