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Thursday, June 30, 2005
♥1:17 PM
Met up wit kevin last sunday nite for coffee.. as usual, we chat and tok about the past and it was rather funny.. he told me tat ZJ msg him and ask him if i'm wit my lao gong.. lol~ think he's the only one nt knowing.. 2 days never mit lao gong.. he's working and i'm schooling.. somemore he need to train for his bb.. he's so bz..
miss lao gong so badly.. sob sob =( went to find him on wed, he was so sweet.. went his hse after his work.. he didn't went for bb as it was raining tat day so, stayed at his place till 8 plus den we left.. it's been quite sometime since i last stay at his hse till so late, the feeling is still so nice.. his ex-boss sms him asking him to go back to Chinatown to work and he's so happy, but i was happier ..
he was waiting so long for tat call.. we both were so happy tat nite.. lao gong send me back hm, it was late and he was tired but he still make the effort to send me hm as he knows tat it's been quite sometimes since he last send me back home..
went to mit up wit christina y.day for coffee.. it's been so long since i last saw her, it was so nice chatting wit her.. she told so much about herself to me and she was longing to get married.. she said that she envy me for finding someone tat's so sweet.. she long for someone like lao gong too.. She also told me tat she could see the word 'i'm xin fu' on my forehead.. lol..
she was asking me when i will be getting married.. lol.. after tat, went to buy egg crepe for lao gong and she told me tat i really pamper him.. tok to lao gong last nite, he was tired but i still felt like i have got so much to tell him.. all of a sudden, i asked him, 'lao gong, are we really getting married when u turn 21?'
his reply does make me rather upset.. he told me, 'frankly speaking, No..' OMG, my heart shattered at tat very moment.. wat happened to all the promises he used to told me before? later on, he continued saying tat he wans to earn enff money, so tat he can give me a very proper wedding.. he wans to earn enff so tat he can buy car, hse and wans to give me a proper home.. he says tat he wans me to be happy on that very day.. OMG~ i was so touch by his words to me..i cried.. but tis time round, it's tears of happiness.. dun think i will get married early.. but i'm real touch and moved by his word.. love my lao gong so much..
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
♥10:44 PM
Had a quarrel wit lao gong last week.. we went out and i started crying.. he look very tired to me and i find it pointless to carry on shopping wit him so told him tat let's all go back hm and rest.. it was around 7pm.. initially i suggested goin to suntec but seeing him so tired, it juz break my heart.. doesn't have any mood to continue shopping wit him any longer but he insisted on not goin back home to rest cuz he promised tat he's goin to accompany me for the last week since sch is starting.. i started walking without him, wasn't crying initially but while waiting for the train, i cry suddenly.. he got frustrated and he wan to know wat he did wrong tis time.. but i simply kept quiet..
after quite awhile later, i stop crying and we board the train.. dun remember wat he told me and i started crying again.. tis time, on his shoulder.. couldn't stop crying.. it was such a disgrace crying in the train.. he simply hug me and ask me not to cry.. got off at braddell mrt, need to take a break.. cool down after awhile later.. he suddenly told me tat next time ask yun to go shoppng wit me.. he's not goin to go wit me anymore in case i get upset again and so i cry again..
he promise me tat he won't make me cry anymore, tat will be the last time i cry.. but still cannot get over it.. tok about it again on sunday morning and he cry tis time round.. he was feeling rather upset.. after a while, settled everything and he came over to my hse.. had dinner together cuz it was father's day.. he was nice, sort of pampering me alot..
lao gong started working last week.. the pay was pathetic but no choice since he need a job tat is suitable for his timing.. went to find him after my lesson and he was surprise.. brought him food oso cuz he was feeling hungry.. lao gong came over to my hse early in the morning at 10am, brought me breakfast!! ^.^ was feeling so happy and touch cuz he woke up early despite feeling tired.. end up he fell asleep in my room.. mum was asking me was i the one tat force him to buy breakfast for me.. lol~ i was very touch by his action.. his bb tournament starting soon, so now he will hv 2 training a week.. which means lesser time together even though it was sunday.. sob sob..
Friday, June 03, 2005
♥12:14 PM
Gave dear dear a surprise when i suddenly appear infront of him at TCC last fri nite.. he tot tat i wasn't goin to mit him cuz i was staying home to bake cookies in the afternoon and i lied to him saying tat i will bring him the cookies on sat and he believed me.. went to mit up wit yun for coffee so went there only around 8+pm.. Could tell that Dear was real surprised by my sudden visit =)
dear dear was happy, brought him alot of food for him to try and his friends ate too and they commented tat it was nice.. asked Dear was he surprise and he told me yes.. could see smiles on his face.. dear sent me home after tat..
dear came to my hse for dinner y.day nite, even ah-ma was here.. was rather lively y.day.. 7 ppl in total having dinner at hm.. althought all having dinner individually but it was still very nice, joking and laughing away.. y.day was a nice day.. 3months together wit dear dear liao.. tot dear forgotten bout it liao.. but he didn't..<3