Monday, November 01, 2004
♥8:58 PM
heard something which i fear.. someone said, 'hey~ ur gf is waiting for u at the bus-stop..' my expression changed immediately.. so obvious tat ray was asking me, "y?" ray oso heard tat Hanlong's gf is waiting for him outside.. so he did not mention much too.. i was forcing myself to smile and act as if nothing is happening all the way to the bus-stop.. upon reaching the bus stop, i pray tat i dun get to see his gf.. thankfully, she's not there.. in the bus, he was asking me to catch a movie wit him, i agreed.. but i dun think he would even remember wat he say!
upon reaching dover MRT, happened to see a gal and when i look up, my instinct was telling me tat, 'i'm Hanlong's gf' and ray was telling me, 'ur 2 o'clock' and immediately i knew tat my instinct was rite! she's really his gf! got a shock but still had to smile and act normal and say gd bye to him.. scan my ezlink, walk to the platform immediately.. tears were on my eyes, so much tat a blink would cause the tears to drop.. so i told ray, 'tok to me now!!! distract my attention from wat i juz saw!!' promise not to cry for him.. so no matter how difficult it is, i cannot cry!
i'm really bothered by wat i saw tis evening..
i cannot help stop thinking about it..
