Monday, February 14, 2005
♥11:11 PM
valentine's day today le.. it's an extremely nice day for couple but definitely not for me.. sad~ didn't receive anything from him and didn't see him in sch today also..
he called and sms me tis morning when i was in class.. but dun know why, i juz dun felt like toking to him.. i ans him back in those erm.. yes.. ok.. and i hang up the fone..
den we ended up smsing.. he was telling me tat i'm turning 21 tis year le but still act like a little gal gal.. -_-" he went over to his mum place today cuz he said tat he too long never go and find his mum liao..
cried y.day.. weisiong gave yun a valentine present and wanted to gave her a surprise.. so me and bee peng had to help him.. OMG~ i was so envious.. so envious tat there were tears on my eyes.. how i wish Hanlong could do tat to me too..
den WS came down and i had a tok wit him.. ask him y didn't ask yun to be his gf but tis guy ah, really need a push on the back before he will start doin anything.. after 15mins of consideration in his car, he finally reverse his car and wnent back to yun's place again..
me and beepeng pray so hard tat WS will success.. after 20mins, me and beepeng saw tat they are holding hand.. OMG.. i was so touch.. tis 2 person finally got together after so long..
hug yun, wish her happiness.. and i couldn't stop my tears.. i'm crying even more badly den yun.. haha~ like i'm selling daughter.. my tears are tears of happiness and 嫉妒的眼泪.. i really really envy her and i really really hope tat Hanlong can do something about it..
after seeing WS so happy, i'm really glad for him.. he's a nice guy afterall.. but i couldn't sleep tat nite.. was thinking n thinking again.. finally made up my mind in asking Hanlong and i cried.. cried till tired den automatically felt asleep..
i was persistence in asking but some stupid thought came up to my mind again and i wish to settle tis after my b'day.. i wanna hv a nice b'day celebration wit no worries.. wanted to give him a chance today that if i receive a present from him, maybe i will be happier.. but, his last chance is gone.. been crying alot tis 2 days.. eyes swollen.. dun know y i kept crying upon thinking bout tis whole thing.. think is cuz he told me tat he like a gal.. i really hv no idea if he's juz testing my reaction or wat.. if it's really so, he's goin to regret tat he did such a foolish thing..
