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Thursday, March 24, 2005
♥12:36 AM
went for my interview tis morning so mit Hanlong early oso.. but i was angry wit him for not replying my sms last nite.. he insisted tat he did reply me but from the way he reacted, i knew tat he's lying and so i got even more angry wit him.. was in a rather bad mood cause of it..
somehow, i became rather attitude towards him and i dun even respond to him whenever he tok to me.. i know tat he's rather unhappy about it.. but dun know y, i juz can't seems to give in to him by juz smiling back or giving him any reaction..
interview unsuccessful so he suggest watching movie.. on our way to marina, i held his hand but he doesn't dare to hold mine.. mood even more jialat.. i dun even wan to tok to him anymore..
brought the tix and happened so tat he saw his ex's bestfriend.. he immediately went to hide and this made my mood even worst.. i couldn't take it anymore so i asked him, 'Y u scare to see him?' he said he juz dun wanna see him and i ask him y again! he told me tat he's scare later the guy would go and tell his ex and his ex would pester him.. so i ask him, '是不是我见不得人?' i turned my face away from him and was holding back my tears real hard.. but failed..
he saw my tears falling and he got a shock.. he held me to a corner, tried to calm me down by kissing me but i juz push him away.. he have got no idea how hurt i was because of his stupid behaviour all tis while when i'm wit him.. he told me tat it's nt tat i 见不得人, if tat's really the case, he won't even bring me down to TCC to mit his friends.. but i juz couldn't stop crying..
went to the toilet to calm myself down but he's still in shock.. he juz hug and try to calm me down by telling me tat he love me.. but i couldn't react to anything that he was telling me.. i know tat if i starts toking, i would sure question him and cry again.. after 15mins, i really calm down and he tried making me smile..
seeing that i've calmed down, he was telling me tat his heart almost jump out and he have never felt like tat before.. telling me tat i'm the very 1st person tat makes him felt tat way..
went to mit HW for another job interview at jurong.. finally, tis one is successful.. start work tml..
went to 403 see them play bb again.. luckily PY is there to accompany me.. something good was tat i've started toking to his friends. got along well too.. he's rather caring towards me after wat happened today.. worried about how i can go back and watever.. he sees me to the MRT station, worrying tat i won't be able to catch any train back.. surprisingly, he actually kissed me in public and ask me to sms him when i reach home.. tis time round, he really msg me alot of sweet msgs.. =)
i juz hope tat my effort on him all tis month isn't wasted, i juz want him to dote and love me that's it.