Emo little miie

Monday, April 04, 2005

♥9:17 PM

met up wit HL on fri noon and he suggested tat we go and 祭拜 his godma.. was rather shock when he told me tat he wanna bring me there cuz his godma was very close to him when she was still around.. saw him stood silently infront of his godma's altar, i dun dare to make any sound oso.. was wondering wat he was thinking of and he told me lots of things about his godma and him when he was young..

Went to bugis, walk around to past time.. know tat he doesn't like shopping but still made him go.. hehe.. he was asking me to join him for the Chalet this fri nite.. but told him i can only go on sat nite.. he was dissappointed and he kept on telling me about his plan to make me go on fri nite.. haha.. accompany him to TCC.. saw PY and HW and i was toking to PY and HL call her dear~ =(

played around wit him instead.. immediately told him tat i wanna go back hm le and he was laughing away.. told him off saying tat now he got Dear liao, never put me in his eyes liao.. hahaha.. PY was laughing oso but he still kept on calling her dear.. hump..
he didn't wan to see me off to the bus-stop initially.. and i asked him y.. he say tat he wanna settle something and i juz walk off quietly.. heard him shouting, asking me to wait for him so tat he can see me off.. but i juz simply turn my back and walk off.. heard his footstep and he immediately came up and hold me.. was rather touched..

called him when i reach home.. wanted to tell him tat i can join him on fri nite but couldn't find him.. no choice, called PY and ask her to call HL to pick up his phone.. heard his friends saying, 'see lah.. GF can't find u lah.. need to call others to find u..' lol.. he was rather excited when he heard me telling him tat i will be joining him..

went back down to TCC to find him again.. when i reached, he happen to walk away so he didn't see me coming.. i juz sat down and chat wit PY and when he came back and saw me there, smiles were on his face immediately.. he came and sat down beside me.. somehow, i felt tat his smile really gave me a feeling tat he's really happy to see me..

went to his house, but was around 10.30pm tat time le.. he still need to pack his clothes and need to bath before goin over to the chalet.. help him pack his bag while he shower to save some time.. was in HW's car and he's so sweet.. he was holding my hand and kept looking at me.. kept on disturbing him in chalet.. haha..

lots of ppl went to the chalet, quite pack.. we need to hv around 4 vehicles to go out juz for a meal.. tis time round, he held my hand infront of his friends and was addressing me as his 老婆.. Infront of HW n PY, he was telling them tat next year we'll go and register =)

they suggested to go and explore the tower at pasir ris park.. it was late, around 2am.. went along but actually i'm scare.. when we reach the place, i was so scare tat i cry.. so i didn't went in to join them.. he saw me crying and he panic.. he was hugging me, asking me not to be scare, saying tat he will be around wit me.. he didn't join them in exploring the haunted places as he wanted to accompany me instead.. he was hugging me thoughout the nite, wonder did his hand turn numb =).. asked him did he manage to fall asleep and he say no.. but i was sleeping so well..

they wanted to go wild wild wet and i didn't want to join them, but oso ended up joining them.. bought a swimsuit for it, luckily still can wear own clothes and he asked me to wear it oso.. it was fun, he's very sweet.. he carried me into the water.. but there was one time when i was angry wit him and didn't ans him when he toks to me..

he really got his ways of making me smile again.. he carried me in the water n turn me round and round telling me tat next time he will be carrying me like tat when we get married and was saying tat i'm like his mermaid.. hahaha.. he may be juz trying to make me happy.. but it still sweet..
made him BBQ food for me and they were saying, 'wait for ur bf to cook for u ah..' =) they wanted to go OCH again but i dun wanna join them..

ask him to join them and dun need to accompany me cause i dun wan his friends to say tat he's always accompanying me.. but they ended up asking him to stay behind to look after me and PY cuz only left with the 2 of us in the chalet.. he called PY Dear again and i say, 'see lah.. he always call u Dear but he never even call me Dear before..' and we were all laughing..

he ended up calling me 老婆 =)

went back on sunday morning but i need to ride on another car as it's not on the way.. was feeling rather sad when i learn about tat.. he seems reluctant too.. i walked off to join the others to go back while he join HW.. saw his look and we seems like we dun wanna leave each another.. while walking off, suddenly someone came and hold me.. got a shock as he came back and he say he wanna accompany me to outside and i was so touched..

he called me when he reach home and he suggested goin out.. told him tat i was rather reluctant when we need to part juz now and he told me he felt the same way too.. =)
went out walk walk, went to the car exhibition and he loves it so much.. he say wanna go loan and buy a car.. asked him wat he like about me and i'm so glad tat he gave me the ans which i've always wanted..

went to Esplanade to relax and he was telling me about his ex-gf n him.. saying tat his ex dun understand him enff.. he seems so stress up, he's telling me about his prob and he's so troubled about it.. felt useless.. as i can't help him in anything.. all i could do was juz to listen..

went to thomson plaza today.. did some shopping with him at the supermarket and he start telling me tis n tat.. say wan me to do this and tat when we stay together next time.. ask him y he always call me oink and he say cuz cannot say i fat so call me oink instead..
ask him y i'm fat yet he still wan me and he say tat he wan to find true love instead..
went his place for a while before leaving.. he's so sweet~ will start missing him so much juz for not seeing him.. ^^

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