Tuesday, January 30, 2007
♥11:00 PM
Not in a very good mood recently.. something happened and it affected me alot! i seem fine on the surface.. but in fact, i'm feeling very very miserable! i'm juz acting strong infront of everyone! but i gotta be strong.. i kept on wanting to find someone to tok to, but i can't and laogong went overseas.. even if he's here, i can't tell him about it oso.. i juz hope tat as time goes by, everything will be fine..
Me and sis set up the blog to sell the stuff we made.. but we need more ideas and more publishing! someone help me! watever it is, everything will be difficult when it first begin.. we need TIME!
2 more weeks and laogong will be back.. i really miss him alot~~ i think tis is the longest time we never see each other for so long.. although he call me everyday, but i'm rather worried about the bill.. when it comes, i think the both of us is goin to faint! so i ask him not to call me tat often.. i wonder would he take lots of pics for me to see.. NZ always a very nice place in my mind.. but wat i wanted is, CHOCOLATES! i wan him to buy me choco instead of clothings! cuz he dun know the size i wear! maybe double or triple XL? lol..
My flu is getting better.. at least i can smell and taste the food better.. but still, alot of mucus leh.. sian.. my box of tissuse is running out! cny coming.. sian.. clothes haben buy yet..100% sian! No pics recently cuz i've been staying hm and there's pratically nothing for me to shoot! look for a job after cny?
Heard news about Xu wei lun's death.. rather sad n shock upon hearing.. she's a pretty young lady.. n as wat others describe, an angel.. may her RIP..
Valentine day is coming once again.. but it oso means tat we can't spent it together cuz he told me he's not able to take off.. sian lor.. together wan 2 years liao.. both v day cannot be together cuz he needs to do stuff in army =( but at least i know tat he will be wit me on our anniversary day..
