Hi all..
Introducing my little niece~ izzit she cute? who do ur think she looks like? she's so adorable! Sis gave birth to tis little princess today afternoon.. 29/05/2008.. at 1.04pm, weighing @ 2.6kg~ the best part, she has lots of hair! lol..
Sis went for a natural birth process.. it was hard on her.. cuz it HURTS! after receiving the sms from jie fu tat the baby is born, everyone was so happy~ n something juz come across my mind.. i felt tat my sis is really brave.. i suddendly felt tat mother r really a very great person in life.. all of a sudden, i really pei fu her courage..
left work early to mit mum n dad @ bishan b4 goin to hospital.. upon reaching, saw sis lying down watching tv.. at least she dun look too bad.. shortly after, the nurse pushed the little princess in.. OMG! she's so small n tiny.. i really wonder how a baby can be in a person's tummy! lol..
little princess was sleeping.. yawningz.. making some sound.. she's so adorable.. no one dare to carry her.. she's too fragile! lol.. even her own dad dun dare to carry her.. wahahaha..
Well, i shared the gd news to him 1st.. upon seeing little princess, how i wish he was by my side sharing tis happy moment wit me.. i send him a mms in the afternoon but i only gt his reply around 8pm.. somehow i felt tat he's not so keen to share tis happiness wit me cuz of his late reply..
if i say i'm not thinking of him, i'm lying! how can it be tat easy to let go? i tried not to think of him.. i really tried.. but sometimes, he really makes me felt like i'm banging my own head on the wall over and over again.. i dun know how to put in words..
Anyway, been watching tis 9pm drama on channel 8 recently.. Rhythm Of Life.. i juz luv the words tat they say.. cuz its all about relationship.. how to let go, how to love someone, wat to do.. all those quotes juz seems so rite for me.. it's give me the chance to think and try to let go better..
If u love someone, u would really wish them happiness.. but juz how many of us can really do it? love is selfish.. when u love someone, u would wan to own that someone by ur side 4 ever..
Sometimes when i look at sis, i would think bout tis to myself.. i really envy her.. she gt a great husband to love n dote on her.. able to get engaged at the age of 23.. getting married and become a mum at 26.. how great..
For me, broke up wit him when i turn 24! i juz felt tat i'm too old for anything.. i cannot afford the time to go into relationship, getting married n everything.. everything juz seems so unaffordable to me.. i dun hv anymore time for all tis nonsenses! i dun wan to get into anymore relationship! i really cannot afford to be hurt again.. it really isn't easy for me to get over all tis.. i really cannot trust anyone in my life anymore..
Moving on wit my life.. making a change, preparing for the new challenges tats coming my way..