Emo little miie

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

♥9:46 PM

I juz happen to shoot tis pic last nite.. on purpose..

Hi all~
I'm back to blogging again~
And tis time round, i'm gonna share some pics wit ur.. it's been awhile since i last posted any pics.. didn't take much pics oso..

Erm.. as for me.. wat hv i been doin recently? no idea.. goin out, shopping for clothes, miting up wit all my friends blah blah.. i'm glad my life is actually beginning to be back to normal slowly and i really want to thank everyone for showering me wit so much care, advices & concern.. i think i really neglect all of ur when i was dating last time.. i regreted not being able mit up wit all of ur last time.. but ur really show me tat real friends are the one tat cares for you w/o having to mit up or watever~ and so, i think i really hv alot of greats pals out there~

Jac is definetly the one tat i always mit up wit~ everytime we mit up, we will definetly hv 2 meals! main n dessert! and for sure, it will always be ice-cream!! but it's great!! having ice cream really cheer me up~ but it will cheer her up even more..

I really muz tks Jac for her company all tis while.. she's the one whom always advice me about life and makes me wake up from everything all tis while.. tks for ur support~ =)

Anyway, went to DragonFly on 14/06/08 (sat) it's my 1st nite out clubbing! for the 1st time! i was amaze tat i agreed to go when chris ask me.. in the past, i would reject her offer as 'he' doesn't like me goin to such places.. but now that i'm single, i think i shd experience more things in life and so i went.. it was great! i love the place.. it didn't turn out to be as bad as i tot.. i like the place cuz it's as if i've been to a concert! it's true.. there live band thru out the whole nite, playing songs and ppl singing along, like a live concert.. i find it rather fun..

Weiyuan (kor) was there oso.. but he wasn't at the same table wit us, he's down and he's drunk~ we had the same prob but i think i got over it better den him.. he's so drunk tat he cried so badly infront of me on my arms.. i felt so bad cuz i dun know how to comfort him.. i really dun know how to cuz i'm stuck in the same situation as him and i find myself in no position to give him any advice at all.. left @ 2.30am and reach hm ard 3am.. tired but happy*

Went JB last sunday.. 22/06/08.. attended Ah-Heng's wedding at his hse.. i'm surprise dad didn't stop me from goin.. initially i tot he would stop me.. i think they are beginning to give me more freedom.. i dun know how to say.. but tats wat i felt and i'm rather glad.. cuz i'm already 24 and i really wish for a little more freedom..

ah-wei, ah-giam and ah-di accompany me while i was shopping in Aeon.. bought a pair of shoes for 80RM.. it says buy 1 free 1.. i love the white pair so much tat even when it's the last pair, i still gt it! lol.. but they were all saying tat i took 2 hrs at the shop! lol..

Han han's full month celebration tis sunday.. time flies.. eunice was rite.. she told me tat once my niece is borne, i won't go and think so much.. thought i hardly stay wit han han, but she's really an angel.. looking at her is great.. think she's goin to be a big beauty in time to come..

As for 'him' erm.. i'm rather tired of everything.. he changed too much.. no longer the hanlong i used to know anymore.. all he can say is, 'i go out wit more den 1 gal..' wat can i say? all i can say is, Unfair treatment to me as compared to all his ex.. tat's y i'm getting so tired of everything.. he can do watever he like.. he's as free as a bird now~

I met up wit crystal & peiyun twice for dinner.. initially i was rather upset when i saw py cuz i'm so afraid tat she will break any 'news' to me.. but she didn't.. instead, i cry when i'm alone wit her chatting.. i juz break down infront of her.. she didn't break any news to me, instead she comforted me.. After toking to her, i slowly begin to accept everything..

Last week when i met them up for dinner, crystal told me i look prettier.. happy~ no matter it's real or not.. py also told me tat i've changed alot.. she told me, 'i found tat u've changed alot after you and hanlong broke off.. u look happier and prettier now.. ur dressing oso changed le..' abit true.. i've been buying quite afew things to changed my dressing now.. still trying..

Was chatting wit jac today and we were saying tat goin for a short getaway trip~ n she told me tis, 'we hv lots of plan but never execute any at all!' lol.. true.. but i would really wan to try driving up to malacca.. isn't it cool if juz me n jac were to do tis? 2 gals driving up to Malacca! cool huh? got to think of something~

The End ♥