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Sunday, July 13, 2008
♥9:58 PM
Ok.. not i dun wanna upload any photos.. think there's prob again!Things i hv been doin recently.. shopping, hanging out... dun ask me where cuz i can't remember as it all dun seems important to me anymore.. i used to hv very gd memories of where and wat i do.. but now? Maybe cuz i'm alone now, so everything i do, i dun seems to hv deep impression of it.. i know i went clubbing wit Christina, Raymond & lao lao, had fun.. but sometimes, all tis 'fun' seems very surface and short for me.. (if ur know wat i mean) i still felt 'empty' at nitez.. empty as in, no one to show me tat kind of care and concern for me.. there's no one i can tok to for wat i does everyday.. Went to jalan kayu on 1 july.. celebrated ray's b'day there.. we had a big feast!! lol.. ate alot lor! shared a cab wit ray and so he send me back hm 1st.. jalan kayu seems to be our b'day celebration place.. Been hanging out wit qi n her bf alot recently cuz i'm a lonely soul but i think i seems like a bulb to them.. hope u dun mind.. rather fun wit them.. cuz his bf is funny n hv very high tolorence level! wahaha~ but sometimes seeing them like tat, reminds me of us last time..Took leave on tues.. 8/7/08.. reason? went to JB wit him and James.. he went in to fix his car and i juz tag along.. anyway, i still gt 1.5 days to clear by tis mth! my trip there, he gotten me Mac breakfast when i board the car.. surprised~ but of cuz not specially for me lah.. jam was around 45min - 1 hr.. he did took care of me well cuz he oso won't wan anything to happened to me i guess..He treated me to everything in there cuz i didn't change any ringit.. felt very useless of cuz.. wanted to buy a bottle or mineral water or candy oso cannot.. i won't go and ask him to help me pay unless he ask me.. haiz.. somehow felt tat there's a 'distance' between us.. so near yet so far and we felt so much like strangers now..Anyway, i had wanton mee.. i love eating the noodles there.. very different from sg noodles.. the 'gee' is not tat strong as compared to sg.. but i quite paiseh cuz no money and when the uncle came over and wanted to collect money, all i can do is lay my head low and continued eating till he's back to help me pay for it.. After everything, went to 古早人 to hv dinner, my favourite place.. love the tofu there.. maybe cuz it's oso the 1st place he brought me to at JB when we were together last time.. so that place carries some memories for me.. i'm glad he remembered wat i like to eat.. or maybe, it's juz too easy to remember..On the way back hm, we both sat in the car, not a single word, dun know y.. maybe like wat he said before, nothing to tok to me.. is it really nothing or is there some barrier? I'm abit stress over next mth.. i'm not kidding.. everyday i wake up, the problem comes again.. i need money!! i need a PT job.. i need it badly....