Wednesday, September 10, 2008
♥11:12 PM
Went for my last lesson today.. meaning, exams coming!! pengz~ wee teck called me when i'm on my way back on the bus.. he wanted to ask me out for lunch.. but too bad, mum already cooked my share le.. so no choice but to reject him..
Was bored at hm today.. really buay tahan boredem.. so, i decided to go for a swim! quite lazy to go lor.. cuz need to walk to the bus stop den take the bus tat goes one big round juz to reach the pool..
But i still ended up goin.. quite sometime never swim liao.. the very last time i swam was wit him.. at jurong.. i still remember clearly tat i enjoyed the time i spent wit him at the play pool tat time.. haiz.. time really flies..
One moment, happily spending time wit the one i love.. another moment, spending time alone forever! haiz.. life is really something unpredictable..
Anyway, i swam quite a few laps.. to my surprise, i wasn't panting heavily.. maybe cuz recently got jog and the heart could cope better..
Think he's really rite last time.. he always forces me to go and exercise but i'm always very very lazy.. but he wanted me to exercise not cuz he really wan me to slim down.. but it's actually for my own gd cuz i did told him i experience heart pain at times and he knows tat only exercising can makes me cope wit my heart..
I really shd hv listen to wat he said to me last time.. but no point regretting now cuz it's all too late.. but i'm glad he really did care for me last time..
Anyway, i'm so so so tired now.. sleepy.. sian.. still nt in the mood to get down to study.. recently keep having tis thinking of wanting to get married and wear wedding gown.. dun know y.. maybe getting married has always been my long time dream..
But i know myself for sure tat i won't get married within tis few years cuz i juz dun wan to.. there r things i wan to do now and i hope i can achieve it in my life..
