Tuesday, November 25, 2008
♥3:02 PM
Had a video conference wit sam last time, it's lasted for a few hours.. connection were rather gd as she's in Philippines, i tot there's gonna be a serious network problem.. but it doesn't seem the case, except for some occasion where there's some network problem, other den tat, it's all fine.. =)
I was rather surprise when she establish the conference wit me.. but i know she's feeling rather upset recently.. to my surprise, when i was chatting wit her, she was crying away and tat makes me cry too! we juz kept on seeing each other pulling tissues, wiping our tears..
She's caught in a very difficult position now and me as a friend could only listen and give my POV to both side.. but the decision would still be between them.. i misses her company.. she's really someone tat makes me realise the importance of friends.. althought i've only been out wit her once(i did see her a couple of time b4) but the kind of bond between me and her is so funny..
We juz happen to click very well.. =)
She was telling me some stuff about Hanlong which really made me cry so badly infront of the cam.. :*(
I know there's alot of differences between me and kim.. ALOT.. And she told me tat he mentioned tis, 'i know cherlin loves me alot.. i broke up wit her not because i don't love her, i still love her.. but i really need some time alone, i dun wan to hold her back..'
My tears juz kept flowing like water tap when i heard tat from Sam.. i really dun know how to say over tis matter.. i do know why he need to be alone.. we've been together for too long.. somehow or rather, i guess he's 'sick' of looking at me.. i did mention to him tis before, 'if one day u are sick of me, i'll give you a 1 yr break.. we will break up.. in tis 1 yr, u can go and hv any amount of gf, flings or flirts u wan.. if u really find someone really gd, i'll let u go.. i will honour my words to u..'
