from top, crystal, me, sam, ms wong
mit up wit the sec sch guys today.. tis include ppl like tian fu, yong zhi, jun wei & rhen huei.. it's been quite sometime since i last saw them.. but to me, they like no changes leh.. lol.. we had dinner at pepper lunch in which YZ gave us a treat! lol..
not knowin where to go after dinner, we walked over to get some chocolate n sat down at mcd for a chat together wit rh & yz cuz we were still waiting for jw to join us.. jenn is so funny cuz she's always asking very sudden ques..
but i think the most shocking news is for us to know tat choon lan is married!! me, jenn & rh were like OMG!!! the reason y we know is cuz i call her up.. no wedding dinner was thrown as it was a family affair and i'm happy to know tat she's already 5 months pregnant~ =)
after she told me she's 5 mths along, those words tat we mention when we were still young in the past came to my mind.. words like who would be getting married 1st n being god-mother of whoever's child..
and of cuz, i still keep my words as usual.. juz tat would the person mind..
i drop Lan a sms asking her to take care n stuff.. she replied me stuff tat makes me rather happy.. words like we can mit up now no need wait till she give birth or wat.. n she even told me the expected date of birth and say she would be inviting us over during the child's 1st mth celebration~ =) i'm really really happy when she reply me tat..
n of cuz, both me n ting were excited when we saw the msg n we decided to go pay her a visit as soon as she have given birth..
we sat down at xin wang for a chat n so there come those pics of the GURUs.. lol..
jun wei send ting back n we all went along cuz he does nt know the way there.. end up we were circling in cck! the most unbelivable thing is, ting dun know the way oso! omg! lol..
those pics i took wit the girls were like last week in a pub call Igloo..
anyway, to sum up my sat, 28022009, i cried very badly again.. n i know for sure, EVERYTHING ENDED.. tis time round for good.. things were made clear.. he's dissappointed n lost trust in me..i dun wish to explain anything towards tat matter anymore..
there's no point for me to change how a person would think of me if he/she had already judged me the way they wanted.. i'm tired of everything.. i no longer know who is telling the truth, who is trying to harm me.. i know too little things.. i can only react towards the amount of information i had wit me.. was later on being inform tat there are things i dun know bout who n who again.. haiz..
Are they juz out to see me geting hurt & cry over and over again or wat? i'm like a clown towards all of them now.. i can no longer trust those grp of ppl.. the ppl i trust now r ppl who hv access to my current blog acct now...
like wat jac say, i've soft personality.. everything ppl say, i believe.. i always let my guard down towards ppl i know, not knowing how to 'protect' myself from harm.. i trust ppl ard me too much.. so much so i get myself in deep shit which i totally hv no idea how to handle..
result being, suffer by myself.. cry myself silly over things.. let ppl think i'm the bad guy.. i'm really tired of explaining.. i can only trust jac and val for now.. for they know wat exactly happen ard me n giving me the fullest support n always around helping me and giving me advice..
from top, crystal, me, sam, ms wong